Flowers.

5:49:00 pm

I had a really bad day in school.. First the laptop issued by the school gave me problems. Next, the printer throw tantrums. After that, go for lesson, the class very distracted and disruptive. Use the nice approach they dont bother. I got so fed up till I scolded them. I really hate scolding students. It just spoils the day. Really. I spoil my day, their day is also spoilt. After lesson go back staffroom and cried. I wonder how much my tears are worth. Sigh.. Complained to D and L and felt better... Found out that my supervisor emailed me some comments on my lesson and thankfully it's really encouraging. Went for my maths class after that and I really had no energy to teach anymore. I just threw them some sacarstic remarks, throw their exercise books back and gave them maths reflection to do. Felt slightly better... Took a ride in L's car back to nie to submit MC.......

I'm just so not in the mood to do anything now.. It really sucks to bring home an emotional baggage from work.. But I really just cant help it. Hopefull it'll be better tomorrow. My dark eye circles are really terrible now..

I will survive!

7:30:00 pm

Positive thing first!!!!! I had a pretty good day yesterday. I received some positive comments from my students when I was chatting with them yesterday. It seriously felt great although some of the others in the class are not showing me that I'm doing a decent job of helping them. Bah.. Think positive!!

Negative thing now..... Today was not a very good day. My class disappointed me today. Gave them some scolding and my charcoal face before I continued with my lesson. It was still pretty alrights... However, when I went for my next lesson, I suddenly had an impromptu informal observation by my mentor. Had a horrible start to my lesson. Also I made quite a few mistakes. Oh well. I got feedback from her and I noted it down. Hope to improve myself next time!! When I finally went back to the staffroom after teaching a few of students after lessons ended and before I went for my department meeting, my friend dropped a bombshell that my supervisor is coming down on Monday for formal observation!!!!!! Like OMG 2 days to prepare only!! Sobs.. Only got the email today. Haiz.

Enough about work now.. I cant wait to watch Mr Bean's movie tomorrow!! Stress reliever!!! I've been doing minor online shopping here and there.. So far my buys have been rather conservative for work. Oops.. I'm not suppose to mention it anymore. LOL. Alrights.. I'm gonna continue watching TV now. I dont like to watch TV and update blog at the same time.. Wahahaha..

Oh ya. Found an ACS (I) boy at my work place and we had this typical MG-AC arguement. Hehe. Some things just dont change over time do they?

5:52:00 pm

Why is it that time always flies when I have so much things to do? How I really wish time would just S.T.O.P. and let me finish what I need to do. Bah...

Went on a shopping spree last Saturday with G. I just love shopping with her.. Heh. Equally fit shopping stamina plus similar taste in clothes! We just kept trying dresses and we bought 2 dresses each. Haha. Burned an enormous hole in my pocket. Oh well.

Alrights, back to my powerpoint slides now. Tata..

7:54:00 pm

Had my first lesson today. I feel so discouraged after the lesson. Sobs. I think I started on the wrong footing and I know they were testing me out. But I just cant help but feel really lousy about it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Hai. Kids nowadays..

Just checked my email and received an update from the spree organiser that the items are arriving tomorrow at her place. I'm feeling slightly better now.

Jane Jiayou!

6:43:00 pm

Today's the release of the A level results. I was feeling so gan chiong for her! Just smsed her to ask her how did she do and she did well! I managed to help her achieve a C for her chemistry! -beams- I think she did well! Applause for her! There are 2 temporary teachers in the school that I am at and one is from RJ and the other from NJ. Shall ask them on Monday. =)

I'm starting my maths class next Wednesday! Pretty excited. I will be doing my lesson plans this weekend! The March term break shall be the time I use to complete as many lesson plans as possible.

IT fair Starting next Thursday! I'm going to leave school early on Thursday to go down to Suntec City. Heh. Friday is the gathering at Marina Square. The Fantastic Four shall meet once again!

Just now I invigilated a test for my Maths class. Cant really relax after hearing some 'history' of the class from my CT. I was really like a ravenous eagle swooping over an unsuspecting prey. Hehe.

Dinner time! I'm cooking tonight! Ciao. Have a great weekend everyone!