Blah.. I'm down with a bad cough now. Sobs.

Didnt go out with my babes in the end. T_T

Tomorrow 6hours of lessons straight!

But I'm enjoying myself at NIE! Though I have mountains of work!

Had a pretty long day! Started my first lesson at 830am! It was seriously boring and I felt as if I'm being treated like a primary 1 kid. Nevermind that. We had our first assignment and it's due this Thursday! Growls. Following that I had a 2 hour break that seemed really short! I pretty much like this lecturer! She was a chinese teacher but now she's lecturing us on Education Psychology II in english! Power right? Slight American slang but I'm still ok with that. Ended lessons and rushed down to town to meet LQ, Siaw and her sister. LQ went crazy. She just pinched my butt! I was like squealing in disgust! -Pui- Had a gossip session and talked loads of nonsense. Wahahaha. I love all-girls gathering. But then again, having Damien and GY around are just as fun! Haha. My Jie Mei's! =D

Waited for darling to reach town before going for dinner. Saw Miss Tan on our way! Haha. Chit chatted with her a bit and her persuasion skills were put into use to get me to go Double O on Thurs. But the bad news is that I've got lesson on FRIDAY 1st September, Teachers' Day!!!! How pathetic is that? SoBs.. Now I can hear a certain Miss Ang gloating on the fact that I have lessons on Teachers' Day! Hrmph..

Ok. That's besides the point. Walked around a little and I bought my 3rd bag for this month! =x I'm terrible ain't I? But when I saw the Project Shop bag, I just could not resist! It's something I've been looking for and it's not as common as Crumpler bags. So I just bought it even though the price tag was not as appealing. Bah. I'm poorer by quite a bit, but I'm so happy as I know I'm the first few in Singapore to be using that bag of that colour. HAHA. The stock just came in like 2 days ago?? Whee..

Tomorrow I'm starting lessons at 830am again! That means I have to leave my house by 730am so as to miss the human jam at the interchange. Bah.. After lessons tomorrow is all-girls outing again! This time round with K and L! Love them to bits! -Muacks-

Tomorrow marks the start of my full load in NIE! All my modules save 1 have already started or are starting this week. That means more assignments coming my way! I'm almost done with my 2nd one though! Hee. I'm so hardworking can? Thankfully my tutor does not give me homework at all. So i'm saved from doing tutorials. Hee..

Alrights! Shall blog more next time!! Meeting Siaw and LQ tomorrow!

Yay! It's finally THE weekend! Woohoo! I love weekends! =) Stop reading my blog and go enjoy your weekend! Haha.

Miss Kang is having a Math test tomorrow, or rather, later in the morning at 1030h.

It has been light years since I last had a math test. Bah. I hope I pass.

I didnt study much. Went to pak tor after lessons even though I know I got a math test tomorrow. Haha.

Alrights it's dreamworld for me now. Nights.

Having a long weekend, as usual. =D No lessons tomorrow. But it's my last week that I'm having a free day on Monday! Sobs. Ok. Back to my point, went to Holland V for supper with dear and his friends after his lecture on Friday. Ate at the hawker center before dear and I proceeded to TCC for more food! Haha. I had Devil Devotion (or something like that) and citrus apple paradise drink. Dear had macaroni gratin. Yumz. Saw loads of familar faces there. Ended my Friday at 2am.

Yesterday I spend my day at home before going to Little India for dinner with my dad and my 2nd sister and her family. Ate at Banana Leaf Apolo (or something like that?). Food was pretty alright but service was terrible until my dad went to complain. However, I was super irritated as just before entering the restaurant, this guy stepped on my NEW french pedicure that I got on Wednesday!!!! I did a light colour so I could see some brown stains on my big toe and on my WHITE shoe. I was like WTFFFFF... Thankfully the brown stains came off my pedicure after some washings. GRRRR.. Now my pretty white shoes are stained. BAH..

Went to Mustafa after dinner to get my calculator as there is really cheap! Haha. Dear bought for me my early birthday present. Kenzo Summer 2005 perfume! It's sold out at many places!! Pretty cheap there. At least cheaper than Sasa. Hee. Saw many other perfumes there too. At pretty good rates too! Shall go there to check the prices next time I plan to get any more perfumes. Now I have too many already!

Feel like doing some serious shopping! =X But I'm dead broke for this month. Hmm.. See how ba..

My mum keeps nagging at me to 'disperse' my stuff in my room, i.e. keep the movable arm of my study table back underneath the main desk. HOWEVER, she have failed to notice time and again that I DO NOT have much space left in my room! Rahhhh... But the problem is that I cannot get rid of my computer desk as my study table is too small to put my laptop, printer and whatnots! RAHHHH...

Anyways, I'm officially broke for this month! I just paid for 1/2($70) of my pedicure package, 40 buckaroos on my medicine for the fungus growing underneath my nails(?!?!), $500 to savings, $150 to tuition fee loan, $200 to mummy and another $100 to daddy plus $50 to Gucci Rush 2(75ml) that I just bought from the vendor in NIE! OMG! So broke! I have to eat grass until I get my next pay! Bahh..

On a happier note, the Guess? tee-shirt that I bought for dear online has arrived! The spree organiser is going to mail it tomorrow! Yippie! Not for me I also happy.. -.-'' See what work does to me?

Yes! My room is like a pig sty! I want to clean up but I have no space in the cupboards to put all my last sem's notes and textbooks already! My cupboards allocated for my books are full to the brim!! Goodness gracious me! Even my wardrobe is full! I have 2 wardrobes but 1 my mum happily took up the space already. Leaving me with onli 1 tiny weeny wardrobe! But I've slowly invaded into the other wardrobe with my working bottoms. Haha. I must curb my shopping. But I just cant help it! It feels great to shop! Heh.

From the tone of this post, I'm feeling much better from my previous post. =D I went for rag day and it's the first time ever, of my 3 years involved in rag, I get to watch it from the grandstand! Woohoo! I finally saw the halls perform and I must say they are fantastic! Although this year there is a lot of repetition in the dance and costumes, i.e. ballerinas, toy soldiers etc, even the floats also have similar design. Well well. I still feel that SDE and BizAd are not totally fantastic to walk away with those awards. Although I must give 2 thumbs up for Medical Society for their blow-our-minds-away performance. It was awesome and I almost mistaken it for one of the hall performances. Not only that, their dancers are of certain quality! Female dancers had no tummy at all while the male dancers are pretty buff, i.e. no flabby meat around! And they are going to be our future doctors! Wonderful! Hehe.

Alrights, I've finish one of my assignments and I've started with my other assignment. Blah.. I'm off now! Going to play more Maplestory! WAHAHA..

Miss Goh passed away to be in the arms of her Lord, safe and sound.

Woke up this morning and read Khal's message. Got pretty depressed. Have been hearing bad news recently. Mixed feelings. I'm glad that she's free from her suffering but I just cant help feeling upset that such a dedicated teacher like her is no longer there to help nuture the future. She's really one-of-a-kind. Went to the funeral just now. Saw some people tearing and all. Somehow or rather, I just could not cry. Maybe it's because I'm numbed from hearing about C's death when D called me on Sunday. I really do not know. This has made me reflect on what do I really want to achieve. I havent really think it through before, I hope it's not too late for me to do my reflection now. I was just thinking of how this funeral is a morbid way of being able to talk to old friends and classmates. And as we were leaving the church, we saw fireworks. I just thought to myself. Is that a sign that things are going to get better?

There's noone for me to talk to. My mum has seen more people passing on than I did, so I guess she is less affected? For me, I'm still young and I still have so much more to see and do and so do my friends. So naturally I dont have much of a notion about death. On top of that, I dont even get a word of concern such as "Are you ok?" that kind of thing from him. I guess he just took it that I'm taking it pretty well. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I'm very tired and depressed by these 2 pieces of bad news. On top of that, I have to spend my holiday tomorrow giving tuition and doing my assignment that is due next week.

I'm left jaded.

Firstly, today is my mum's birthday!! Happy Birthday Mum! =)

Secondly, I recieved a call from D at around noon telling me that C passed away due to an accident and whether I could attend his wake. Which clashes with my dinner with my mum. I was so stunned to hear the shocking news that I didnt know how to react. I think I sounded rather unfazed although my heart was pounding with shock. I was tongue-tied. Like how often do I get tongue-tied?

Thirdly, Y sms me regarding surprise party for K rather late which I could not rush in time.

Fourthly, my mum dragged me to take a super long bus trip which I ended up having a really bad headache and almost lost my appetite for my dinner. Bah.

Tomorrow will be a better day! I hope. Darling is coming back from Bangkok with loads of goodies for me!! (Read: Clothes and more clothes!) For those wondering, he went to Bangkok without me! Hrmph. Didnt wanna spoil his mood so I havent told him about the death of my friend. Haiz.

Alrights, I'm off now. Tomorrow I'm going back to Science to help out with the RAG! I miss rag! After 3 years being involved in orientation projects big and small roles included, I feel lost not participating this year!!

Now my emotions are like riding on a rollercoaster. This is like the 3rd deaths in 2 years? OMG. I think it's really quite bad. I told my mum on our way home just now and she was saying it's such a pity. He's still so young. I definitely agree with that. But I guess the One up there have a greater plan for him.

I've been so tired. Been going for my lessons dutifully. Now I really have to drag myself to my lessons on matter how much I dont feel like going. I dont wish to suffer any consequences from not going for any of my lessons. I never understood why people say NIE is really busy and yet must be able to enjoy my stay in NIE. I'm just so packed with work. For now it's just my Maths module. Some of my other modules have not even started yet and I'm really feeling stressed out of work. I cannot imagine when my Chemistry modules start. I'll be sinking under the workload! I practically got deadlines every 2 to 3 weeks for my Maths module alone. Can die la. I have to start doing my very first assignment already. T_T It's designing a Maths worksheet. I still havent decided which topic I should do on. Oh well. I guess I cannot update that often anymore. Oh oh. I think I'm getting a new laptop. A lighter one for me to bring around. Probably a Fujitsu! Oh wells. I'm going off now. Bye.