Help! Everything that I'm studying at the moment is all so foreign! Goodness.. I'm so D.E.A.D. On top of that, the stupid prof did not tell us how he derived those damn equations. Irritating. I just spent 1 hour trying to derive it but obviously I could not get the final lengthy equation. DaMn. This exams I better start studying early. Sobs.

Also, the stuff I ordered from ASOS went out of stock! Sigh.. No nice earrings, No cute necklace. T_T. So, I spent 34 bucks in the school bazaar just now to console myself. Excuses. Haha. On 1 tee, 1 belt and a pair of earrings! Heh. It's considered pretty ok huh? AND I'M COLLECTING MY BIRKIES ON WED! HEE.. Happy happy. But heard from xf that this other person also have the same design. T_T I hate it when it happens. But nevermind. I know I look good in it can already. Haha.. Sekali I cant even fit and have to auction it off on Yahoo auctions. Lol. *crosses fingers*

Anyways, over the weekend I was pretty stressed over work, so I decided to take some time off work and gave myself a home-made french manicure that looks like.... Shit.. Haha. It looks nice from far! I'm serious. But really bad from near. Haha.

Okies, I shall get back to my DAMN DAMN DAMN notes. I'm ranting here. Byes. This entry is so boring.

Oh ya. The photos for my Bahasa Indonesia class trip to Batam was published on their newspaper FRONT PAGE. Haha. But the photo on the front page obviously wasn't me. =( But I had a not so nice picture inside! Under... Oops. I forgot which section already. But at least I appeared on newspaper and noone that reads that newspaper will recognise me as I dont know anyone that lives in Batam. Heh. When Ibu photocopy the article to pass to us, I'll scan it in. Heh. Like how often do I get to have my photo on the newspaper?

Okies, I shall really hit my notes again. Byes! This time I'm really going to study now. HAaaa..

It's been such a mad rush. I'm actually multi-tasking by typing this and watching/listening the new Russell Peters' clip.. Actually half the time I dont understand as the jokes are so American. Oh well. Tomorrow it's WARTIME to study for IA2, going for tuition and studying for lab quiz. Sigh. Monday's is another mugging day for IA2 test that's on Tuesday. Sobz. I really regret taking IA2. Anyways, I just went to collect my OPI nail polish.. Woots. I love the colours. Just so sad my silver glitter went out of stock. OPI have really cool names for each shade of nail polish.

Was talking to sl about going for graduation trip over msn just now. Thinking of going to either Batam or Bintan for a spa or something. But we have to see our budget first. I'm quite onz for it if I can save up enough for it. Hee. Plus if I go over to Indonesia, I can practise my BI over there! So cool.

Okies. I shall go concentrate on watching my Russell Peters' clip now. Hee. He's really funny man.

Byes.

Sidenote: I'm just so waiting for my birkies to arrive! 5 more days at max I hope. I'm waiting for my ASOS earrings and necklace too! Will post the photos of the items i bought soon. Wait until the 5th March is over first.

Yeah I'm still awake, waiting. His guy friend got this girl-friend drunk. I mean. Yes, you can have fun and cheers and all that. But at least know what you're doing and do the girl a favour by not making her drunk la. My impression of him is getting worse and worst. He can be funny and all that but from recent incidents, my impression of him is getting worse. He seems like a bad company even. He smokes, unfaithful, drinks and some other stuff. I know I know. Guys can be unfaithful by nature. Haa. I'm so cynical suddenly. Dont ask me why. I know badboys can be pretty attractive. But now I feel he may not be as simple as he looks. Who's going to send her home? Not him definitely but the girl's friend that was asked to go there to look after her or even Dear.

I know last time I love to go clubbing a lot. I really mean A LOT. Clubbing guys were DA MAN. Now I just think it's a plain waste of time, sleep, money and liver. Drinking wastes our liver away. Inhaling cigarette smoke kills our lungs. What's the point. So what if it's like a farewell for a friend going away for exchange? I can think of many other more ways to spend the time together and spending much less money. Clubbing doesnt allow time to interact and talk. It only makes you shout to each other, dance, get wasted. Period. I abhor clubbing now. I rather stay home watch VCDs. Cheaper and cosier.

I shant say further lest I get into quarrels again. Bye.

Khal>> Saya sangat sedih karena pacar saya ke clubbing bisa mengeluarkan banyak uang untuk ongkos taksi. tapi waktu dia bersama dengan saya, dia harus menyimpan uang. harus naik kerata atau bis tidak bisa naik taksi. =( saya sangat capai. jawab dalam bahasa ya?

So I survived Batam, had major quarrelSSSSsssss, waiting for someone to reach home blah blah blah. I'm almost done with my stupid term break that is not a break for me. I'm piled with essays, critique, projects, lab reports and many tutorials. I'm so dead. I have a test on tues and yours truly havent started studying at ALL. Test later at 2pm.. Mind you it's 1am now. So my BI3 test is later. Like OMG. I'm so dead. I hardly survived in Batam, speaking, hearing and breathing Bahasa Indon. Tomorrow the test is all menurut anda type of questions. (Translate: Your opinion) I really hate that part. Oh well.

I'm posting a question to you. Yes you. You who reads my blog. Haha. Is sexual intercourse important in maintaining a relationship? Was discussing this with one of my friends the other day. I said no and she said yes. So I'm pretty curious to find out other people's take on this issue. Yes. Proactive learning. Haha. My foot. My arguement is that the husband of any woman should get the priviledge and not some random guy from (a) past relationship(s). Such retro thinking. I know. Stop laughing. It's my opinion anyway. Haa..

Let me practise some BI here.

Hari Selesa, Saya pergi ke Batam dengan kelas BI3 saya dan kelas BI yang lain. Kami naik kapal laut ke sana. Kira-kira 1 jam sudah sampai di sana. Jalannya di saya tidak baik tapi pemangdangan sangat indah. Pertama-tama, kami pergi ke stasiun radio wawancarai DJ dan staf di sana. Mereka bercakap terlalu cepat jadi saya tidak mengerti. Mereka harus bercakap lebih pelan satu lagi. Sesudah itu, kami ke KTM resort di dekat stasiun radio kelihatan pemangdangan dan berfoto-foto. Wah, sudah lapar sekali, jadi pemandu wisata membawa(?) makan siang. Makanan siang kurang enak. Barangkali saya tidak bisa menikmati makanan Batam. Sesudah itu, ibunya bilang kami bisa belanja sampi jam 3.45 Singapura. Kami senang sekali. Kami cepat cepat ke toko buku membeli kamus sebelum jalan-jalan sekitar mal itu. Tetapi mal itu tidak ada banyak toko dan macam-macam. Jadi, saya membeli perfum saja. Lebih murah kalau dibandingkan dari harganya di Singapura. Sesudah itu, kami pergi ke Batam Pos lihat-lihat dan wawancarai lagi staf di sana. Kira-kira 2 jam nanti, kami ke terminal ferry naik kapal laut kembali ke Singapura. Saya capai sekali! Tapi hampir hari saya harus bercakap-cakap dalam BI dengan orang Batam jadi sudah latihan banyak.

Haha.. That paragraph is super nonsensical. Pardon me for those who understand. Lolz. I cant think properly. For those who dont understand, it's ok. It's just a descriptiong of my trip to Batam. Will post photos after I upload them in my laptop. Tata..

V-day was spent just like any other day except I had a special handmade card from darling with a B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L butterfly. =D He was suppose to sing me a song too! But he lost his voice from practising too much.. -.-'''

Just had my hair trimmed and highlighted.. Hee..

I'm having this really bad craving.. Craving for my birks to arrive. >.< The spree organiser's credit card screwed up, so she had to cancel her initial order and order again on fri. So now it's another 15 - 20 days wait in addition. It seems so far away. Have been excitedly telling wy and xf that my shoes are going to arrive when I recieve news about the order. =( Sobz.

Nevermind. Just so long I get it. Wahaha. If I get too addicted to my birks, I'll probably order another one. I've got a slight flat-feet problem. So I'm hoping the footbed will help elevate my problem. Hehe..

I've just got this terrible realisation. Mr T Ng is longer at MGS.. Wonder where has he gone to. =( He's one of the greatest teachers that I've ever known. He was never biased, at least in my opinion. When the whole team hated him initially, he silently accepted everything and finally everyone respected him. He's so dedicated. Whenever anyone of us had problems be it family or studies, he was there to help. He was also the one who help me contacted Mr L Ang and got me in to AC indirectly. Come to think of it, he played a major role in my sec 2 and especially sec 3 life. We kind of remained in contact even after he went to Australia to further his studies though the emails were pretty few and far apart. He was really nice too. Hosting us at his place for some gatherings etc. Sending Grace and me home after some trainings and that time after the cross country nationals at Sentosa etc.. He even remembered where I stayed even after a few years. There was this particular ride in which he sent Grace and me home that I remembered. It was raining really heavily so he volunteered to send the 2 of us back as we happen to stay next block to each other although it was pretty out of the way for him. During the ride, if I remember correctly, either his pager (yes it was THAT long ago) or his handphone rang. He only mumbled to the person on the line that he'll be late. So Grace and I 'questioned' him whether he had any urgent matters that he has to attend to. He repeatedly said no until finally he gave up and told us it was his wedding annivesary. Of course Grace and I told him that he can just drop us off at Jurong East MRT (we were near there at that time) and make our way back ourselves. But he refused and drove us all the way back. Like how rare it that? His wife must be so understanding. If I were her, I'd probably have thrown a tantrum. Heehee. I mean at that moment, it was kind of like an obligation for him to send us home first. Gosh. I was very touched in fact. I still remember he cooks very nice pasta. Hehe.. Plus he bought the team a Swensens ice-cream cake for the sec 4s farewell when I was in sec 3. Like OMG. It's so expensive! Okies, I guess that a lot about him! One of the teachers that I respect the most! Hee. I loved my chinese lao shi too! She was just like a big sister to me, she read and adviced me in our weekly journal writings, she never gave up hope on us even though most of us the chinese is totally cmi and that we needed english translation most of the time. The list goes on. I love Ms Thomas, Mrs HL Tan and Ms GK Goh! I think I'll talk about Ms Goh another time. Wondering how she's doing now. She herself is another amazing person. Respect.

I guess that's enough rambling for today? I'm suppose to be studying for my GEK2507 test now. But I just bring myself to do it. I'm just being big headed as I took FNA1002 before, so those concepts arent new. I'm gonna float up soon. Tata while I wait for Boy to arrive and stayover! Hee...

Khal you wanna go back MG soon? I miss MG so much! I wanna see how different it is now. So much memories there. The endless scribblings we drew on each other's physics textbook. =x The stupid things we do, the endless toilet trips, the almost-daily phone conversations etc. Oh boy. Those memories are really priceless. =) Memories revisited? Heh..

Time to start work. Half a sem have already flown past like a Concorde. Sobs.

I've been having dreams but the problem is that when I wake up, I actually cannot remember what I dreamt about. Not even vaguely. I've dreamt of really stupid dreams before that even Jerry laughs at me and up till now I still can remember how silly they were. Oh well. It's either I'm getting older and my memory is failing me or I'm getting stressed up over unknown reasons.

I did my BI3 essay. 250 words only. Yet it took me pretty long or rather very long. 2.5 hours to do a primary school essay isnt very impressive aint it? The topic was "Pengalaman yang tak terlupakan (Unforgettable experience)". I would say it's a pretty easy topic to write about. It can be anything under the sun. I came out with the rough idea of what to write rather easily. But I just could not put my ideas in BI just as easily. Smacks forehead. It's terrible. It's full of errors: spelling and grammars included. It's so simple. I'm screwed for this module. Yay-ness..

I'm just rambling on as usual. I'm waiting to get a new phone and trade-in my current phone that is dying. It's either a motorola razor v3 or motorola slvr L6. same price but I think I'd prefer the latter. Seems to have better functions that the razor.

I havent been to town for weeks I think. At least 2 weeks I've not been down to town. Using the chance next weekend to go I think. Probably after fun-o-rama if I do go back to AC. Hopefully some of my JC peeps want to go back. If not I'll just tag along with Dear if he goes back with his class. Not that I really love AC or what, but I was thinking maybe I'll just go back and visit some teachers. AC holds some memories that were too painful until it has smeared my memories of it. Thankfully, I had an awesome class with so many non-ACS(I) and non-MG people that at the end of my 2-years, I was really glad that I had them instead of those ACS(I) and MG people. No, I'm not against my alma mater and ACS(I). It's just that I find that my life cannot and will not revolve around the methodist schools. There are great people that are from other schools as well. It's the person's character, not the person's school that matters. =) I don't deny that some of my greatest friends are from MG and ACJC. It's a different story althogether. Everytime people ask me which school was I from and after they hear my reply, most people will be quite shocked. They will go: I though AC all very rich one? All very happening one? Dunno how to speak chinese one? I'll just laugh it off. It's just the image that AC gives to other people. Oh well. I shant continue.

V-day is approaching really fast. Heh.. Yours truly wont be having dinner out but at home! Homecooked ourselves. Heh.. Saves money and more meaningful. After dinner, no lomantic time as I'll be having a damn test on wed.. Eeks. Thankfully it'll be open book. So I wont be very stressed. Haha..

My last semester in NUS seems to be even more busy than my previous semesters. Growls. Cheers to my last semester in NUS!! Wahaha..

I just forgot what I wanted to type next. See. A sure sign of ageing. My short term memory is getting terrible. That's why my exams I cannot do as well.. Haa.. *excuses*

It's lab again tomorrow. Bah..

I shall go have lunch and start studying for my test on wed..

NO. I must stop spree-ing!! It's good for my mental health as it takes away my stress but it's really bad for my bank account. Tsk.. So far I've only order my precious birkies. I'm going to order my nail polishes tonight that will cost me $39.10 for 4 OPI bottles and 2 other small bottles.

Pretty tired after a long day in school. Bah.. What's new man?

I cant wait for tomorrow as I can go to the shops after school and check out the OPI brand of nail polish, get the codes of the colours I like and spree online! Whee.. The price I can get it at is approximately half the current market price of S$20. Think I may get 2 bottles or even more. Heh. Probably my fave shade of OPI red, a nice metallic pink shade that I just saw on the website, a nude colour and maybe some other random colour. Probably I'll try not to spend more than 40 buckaroos. Heh..

Was trying to start on my Bahasa Indonesia essay just now, but it was so difficult to pen down exactly what I'm trying to express. Sigh.. I better buck up on my BI..

Okies.. Toodles.. Time for me to get early rest! Bye!

Just like most other years, no visiting since my relatives are mostly in Malaysia.. Stayed home pretty much.. Watched Da Chang Jin with my parents and this other chinese serial. Lets see..

Chu yi I went to temple with my parents, my 1st sister and jiefu.. Chu er I went to watch movie, Fearless, by Jet Li. 2 thumbs up! Chu san, yesterday, went to pai nian at dear's place before going to play mj at sl's place.. Not say I want to say, but Mr Lui got 13 wonders successfully. Freak. All the money I had won previously flew away from my box into his.. Growls.

Anyway, I practically spend my looonnnnnnggggg weekend doing my lab report except on sunday. What a way to spend the CNY. From tomorrow till Sunday 1159pm, I wont have a peace of mind until I finish my individual project for my chemistry core module. So nonsense. I'm doing on anti-cancer drugs. It's like every other person is doing on this topic or on catalysis. Great.

Okies.. No more nonsense from me. Byes..