12:15:00 pm
ESFJ-The Provider
You scored 72% I to E, 73% N to S, 47% F to T, and 36% J to P! |
Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. They are quick to like and dislike�and don�t mind saying so�tending to put on a pedestal whatever or whoever they admire, and to come down hard on those people and issues they don�t care for. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you work hard to nuture and protect your relationships. You go to great lengths to maintain harmony and are motivated to resolve conflicts. You have a very clear idea of what is important to you and do best when your partner shares those same values. You want your partner to be loving, commited, and willing to support your frequently overwelming feelings and reactions. You feel most appreciated when your partner is kind, considerate, and helpful, and compliments you often on your hard work in their behalf.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ESFJ |
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11:44:00 pm
i'm gonna b whiney here.. but most pple finished their exams alr!! no fair!! haiz... luckily i still haf my gals w me.. to end onli on e 6th.. hehe..
org got damn a lot to study!!! n horrors of horrors, when i tried to do his typical exam-like qns, i cant do any at all!! crap.. i'm so dead.. help!
matt is sending me all his humsup icons on msn now.. haha.. so cute!! haha...
mcmurry lying on my table.. beckoning me to go touch it.. haiz.. how i hate mcmurry...
today, yih was a total freezer.. even jerry e monkey (hey! it rhymes!) felt cold.. hrmph... well.. at least until org is over, i dun think i'll ever step in there to study.. firstly, too lazy.. secondly, too cold.. thirdly, too sick of e food there.. haa...
end of story..
funny thing happened today... shi hui was sitting 2 seats behind me... xingfen next to me.. n gina on my left 2 columns away.. n cerenna far far away at e other end.. haha... so coincidental.. n today.. there was a gathering of kang's.. hee.. ben in front of me... n huiling behind me.. e 3 kangs! haahaa.. ok.. ignore me.. i'm juz frustrated w my studying...
it's quite funny.. jerry was analysing.. this morning.. jerry, jeff n henry had their mno ppr in mpsh1... jane, cerenna n henry's gf had our ppr in mpsh 2.. so qiao..
hhehehe.. anyway, i collected my new specs! i like it! hee...
11:06:00 pm
almost everyone is finishing exams... n i'm onli having my 3rd ppr tmr.. but it's ok.. =) coz i havent started studying for my BI2 yet!
haha.. today.. i gave jerry an over overdose of caffine.. 2 servingss of nescafe rich n 2 teabags of dilmah mango tea.. =) lolz.. n he was too hyper till he couldnt do any work.. tt feeling really sucks.. wide awake, but brain not functioning properly.. bleargh...
i think i'm falling sick.. e whole morning i was sniffing away.. it cant b sinus.. coz i never did haf sinus b4.. urghz..
n it doesnt help when there's maplestory to distract me.. n jerry finishing his stupid ppr on sat!! but it's ok.. at least i will haf dinner prepared fresh daily until my ppr end rite? -winks-
oh ya.. my mummy juz told me last nite tt there's a molest case ard my area.. scary.. n tt means no shorts fer e next few days or even wks!! n tt also means no more skirts!! HAIZ.. this is crap.. n tt also means going home early unless i got bodyguard... =( but good also lar... i suppose i'll b staying home to study frm sat onwards.. hee..
okies.. i better go sleep now.. tmr 9am ppr.. n incidently, tt's e onli mod i feel prepared for.. ha.. tata.. nitez everyone!!!
3:00:00 pm
fna ppr was bad... easy but i still couldnt do it.. =( crap... anyhow it's finally over!! hee.. now i'm taking a break from doing my anat chem questions.. bleargh... i juz haf tt feeling i'm gonna screw it up too.. oh heck.. lolz..
khal rem our date k? -grinz- n yana too!! our shopping trip fer khal!!! whee.. BOA.. so cool! saya suka.. saya cinta kamu! heehehehe..
i realised, i cant study if i dun haf my dose of kopi! darn.. i'm dead lar.. yest was a tough time fer me trying to stay awake w/o drinking kopi.. both my nescafe n e kopi frm dily's at yih... in e end i went to buy sweets to keep me awake during my ppr.. shit man... but i shall try not to depend on it so much.. hrmph... i juz make some though.. no choice.. gotta pia my anat fer tmr!!! i think i'm getting e hang of it.. hopefully.. bleargh...
whee.. after tmr it's onli spectro 2, org n bahasa left!!! n spectro 2 like nothing much to study.. juz gotta revise e inorg part tt's all.. org like machiam nothing to study.. but i shall still look through.. hee.. org i'm almost done.. juz gotta start memorising everything!! sheesh.. which is alot.. but i think i can see my retrosynthesis le... martin lear is nice.. =) n yes.. i'm still putting him as my msn pic.. coz joy did it fer me.. haha.. n it's cute!
i cant wait to be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha... muz save $$ to buy things.. so hopefully i can get to haf tuition twice a wk.. haha... HOPEFULLY! n find some parttime.. like mabbe waitressing.. i've yet to try tt.. hee...
okies.. back to studying!! tata! pple jiayou!
1:01:00 am
i cant stand those female counterparts of mine who doesnt know wat's being responsible while going to the toilets!! dammit.. today.. i saw e grossest thing in the entire month i would say.. i was checking whether e cubicles at yih toilets if any had toilet ppr.. den to my horror, i saw blood stains on e stupid seat cover!! if it had juz been a drop or 2 it wouldnt haf been so bad, but in actual fact, it was e case whereby the person's big fat thighs smeared it over e seat!!!!!!! sick.. really sick.. i juz dun understand WHY they juz cannot b more considerate.. really.. u can jolly well do tt at home n let ur maid or sth clean up after u.. n hello.. other users of e toilet aint ur maid... or even ur mum who will clean things up for u.. grz..
10:58:00 pm
now i'm still in skool.. i've been in skool since... 815am.. it's 15 hours le.. haa... amazingly i havent taken any naps today.. relatively still going strong.. haha.. redo my 2 org chem test.. n i suddenly see e light.. amazing.. but i took like 3 hours to do each one real carefully and referring to notes and all.. trying to memorise at e same time.. wow.. amazing..
sorry.. i keep using e same words.. brain dead now.. ='( too much org chem le.. kills brain cell onli..
i think i'm cursed.. everytime i'm at arts, i'll see this particular person.. without fail! except for today.. haa.. n seriously.. yih is a better place to study.. although there's no yandao or chiobus.. lolz.. which also means tt i can wear my shorts to skool more often.. hehe.. n show off my FAT thighs! whehehe...
tmr morning i'm suppose to wake nic up to come skool to study.. heh.. i shall do juz tt..
n i see this other chem major.. she's been studying anat chem fer e last wk or so.. amazing.. i've juz decided to give up le.. no pt.. shall juz pia last min on tues.. seeing tt my fna ppr is on mon nite!! grz..
so many not nice things happened recently.. deaths, breakups n all.. no no.. me n jerry still fine.. oh well... me no like unpleasant stuff.. i'm juz looking forward to 6th may 4pm when all my pprs will b over! n it's freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!! dinner w my BI2 gals! so fun.. =) i'm so so so waiting for it!
hehe.. this morning got an amusing thing happened.. this dragonboat guy was walking out.. in my direction as it so happens.. den suddenly this other guy's bag dropped onto e floor rite in front of him.. n e dragonboat guy got a fright! his expression was quite priceless.. heh..
i wanna go home n koon!! bb! let's hope there's a taxi passing by.. =P
8:25:00 pm
my org chem lecturer.. heh... pple say he looks like a serial rapist.. lolz... anyway, i didnt do this pic.. joy edited it and sent it to me.. lolz.. she's so cute..
2:00:00 pm
i feel dumb... i gave away so many marks during my org chem test.. sheesh.. i can just go bang my head against e wall now... grz..
12:26:00 am
yay.. i'm screwed for exams.. applause pls!
11:25:00 pm
today, i had a stomach splitting laugh with my BI2 gals.. =) i love them so much!
lets see..
kailing - leader - aka blur queen and only haf shermann in her mind now.. haha.. but she's so amusing...
cailing - aka tok cock queen.. ^_^ she loves to suan pple n tiao them.. hahaha.. but she's so funny and haf many funny things to tok abt...
weiyun - aka my BI2 partner for all 3 lessons aka tok nonsense queen.. she comes out w e most unbelieveable things tt is so innocently funny.. i bet w my bottom dollar tt she was in drama club last time.. lolz..
shihui - the momma of e group.. haha.. so serious and always scold pple.. hahhaha.. and always clears up our mess.. hee..
vida - aka the one who always forgets to eat her med... she's is another terrible one who loves to tell funny things until everyone is aching frm luffing.. haha..
kok chin - another blur queen.. but not as bad as kailing.. ahhahhha.. she's fun to tok to too! =) psst.. she is half a twin n haf 8 other siblings if i rem correctly.. hehe..
xingfen - 1/4 of our chemistry gang in e grp.. haha.. she also another v funny one.. though she's quite quiet.. hahaha... both of us suffered on sat listening and watching wy's actions.. ahahhaa...
to sum it up, they r fantastic gals.. =D
1:16:00 pm
hee..
1:16:00 pm
my fave flower!!
1:15:00 pm
funny? =)
7:20:00 pm
it's rather interesting to see e same old pple studying at central lib everytime.. it kinda takes away my boredom.. lolz.. e whole day i onli did 3 thingz.. 1: print out my BI2 proyek.. 2: webcast org.. 3: studied a bit of lect notes 7 of JY.. sheesh.. wat a waste of time.. n since joy juz sent me e spect 2 expt 3.. i shall go write.. oops.. i mean copy my lab rep now.. hehe..
btw.. lighting at central lib sucks.. it's rather yellowish.. until it makes me sleepy n cannot concentrate properly.. growls..
what goes round will come around.. n i really believe in tt.. =)
rapat proyek BI2 besok siang!! yay.. senang sekali!
hm... i better go now... hehe.. tata everyone! study hard!
10:31:00 pm
bahasa test sulit sekali!! saya sudah mati la.. =( so is my 2102 test.. lolz..
hm.. tmr i shall settle my FNA project.. hopefully.. -crosses fingers-
and on sat BI2 project will be done.. =) i hope too.. yay! den i can finally settle down and study for exams!! 19 days to my first ppr.. n i feel screwed.. haha.. i gotta start to pia for everything!! shiok eh? BI2 last ppr.. so can relax a bit.. and got 3 day break b4 my org ppr.. so i think i shall concentrate on anat and 2102 first.. oh well..
okies.. i shall rest early tonite... was in skool abt like 730!! haha.. yes.. tt early.. and i'm awake till now! nope.. didnt take a nap while studying for my BI2 test at all.. oh well.. i shall sleep early tonite.. n get my arse early to skool tmr to study sth b4 BI2 lessons.. n den haf project meeting.. n tut at 2.. sianz.. no choice though.. lolz....
10:40:00 pm
indeed.. today is a better day. =D thanks to wy n theresia.. they really made my day.. wy offered a really kind gesture which i didnt expect her to.. and theresia's msg n call.. nothing much was said. simple sentences and gestures (a call included) was all tt is needed to bring a smile to my face and get me teary.. i was so close to juz let my tear flow when theresia msg and called.. really.. she's such a heaven-sent! God bless her heart.. my dear gal..
although today was rainy and made me so sleepy.. but i did achieve half my target.. study finish for my BI2 test.. although i didnt touch BI1 work.. oh well.. hopefully i can still score for this test.. if not i'm dead.. y muz jy and BI2 test b on e same damn day? grz.. i think i more or less grasped my usage of -kan already.. hee.. hopefully.. i juz need my reassurance when ibu lucy or ibu fanny reply my email.. yay! but on e other hand.. FNA sucks.. i haf no idea wat srini is tokking abt.. so i shant go for his lect anymore.. but stay in e lib n mug mug mug.. hee..
next thurs is oral! wish me luck man! urghz.. i juz freeze whenever ibu fanny listens to my omong-omong.. so scary.. i think i'll juz screw up my oral as usual.. 10%!!! -crosses fingers-
spending nights with u while u put me to sleep is so lovely.. how i wish u can put me to sleep every night.. =) hee.. juz 1 wk short of 21st mths anni.. ^_^
12:01:00 am
thank you guys! i'm really touched. =) all your actions brought tears to my eyes.. -hugz-
tmr will b a better day.. =)
10:32:00 pm
took the following frm calvin's blog.. it really touched me.. =)
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things --God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions--and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else--the small stuff." "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first--the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
9:51:00 pm
aw.. MSU2005 is out.. interesting turn of events i would say. i thought ling lee would win.. but she didnt make it to top 5.. then i thought rebecca would win.. but she got 5th.. hm.. both so pretty.. =) haha.. my dream to be in MSU is so corny.. haha.. but a dream is a dream. i like the questions for question and answer.. quite challenging.. and i like the last question too.. noone said what my ans was.. a woman's greatest strength is the ability to give birth. it's such a wonderful thing for a woman to carry a life from 1 minute little egg to a baby.. really.. for a full 9 months. it's not easy. and a woman's weakness is being overly.. discriminated. although in singapore it's not very predominant, it's still exists. haha.. there.. do i sound like one of e contestants? lolz.. juz my personal viewpoint.
now i'm here waiting for cherlyn to proof read my essay before i upload it.. hehe.. so exciting!! i hope kailing bought materials for our scrapbook already!! hehe.. i cant wait!
tmr got tuition.. haiz.. at 1130am!! not here not there.. but no choice lar.. she's got e say.. oh well.. ahz.. time to get back to my org lab report.. sianz... n also my 2102 expt 2.. i hate 2102 expt!!
9:54:00 pm
talking about fairness.. haf u all ever been fair? to me.. i dun see it.. mabbe it's juz me.. why dun u think and put urself into my shoes.. would u even haf e mood to go fer lect when u knoe that u're being chucked aside like dirt when i dun even knoe wat's happening? would u? dun tell me tt both are separate issues.. it's total bullshit.. it's probably tt u all think i'm of no making-use-of value and tada.. i'm being chucked aside.. now i see the great big picture.. pple with value such as able to go for lect and understand lect so tt they can explain to u wat u dunno is of good value? oh.. i pity tt someone else.. also.. pls check properly before accusing me.. i onli confiding in gina.. she was e one being curious to go ask sheena abt it.. and NOT me going rd to tell everyone.. pls.. i m not so free..
i'm alrite w it.. seriously.. it's not as if i cant survive w/o u.. i still haf other frenz.. MUCH nicer and sincere ones.. goodbye.. although gina tells me it's going to b awkward.. u think i give a fuck? i dun.. no point keeping 'frenz' like these.. my whole world does not revolve ard juz u guys.. it's juz a small part.. minutely small..
think abt ur actions. maybe i tried too hard. i shant try anymore. wasted effort and time.
thank God i'm blessed with friends like gina, lq, sl, pangster, khal, yana.. greatest frens eva! =D
love is kind.
love is patient.
never jealous.
never proud.
love is kind
to everyone.
think no evil
hold no grudges.
