10:13:00 pm
i did my first manicure today!!! whee... n my my... it was a painful process.... coz e person cut into my skin... sighz... but fer 10bucks... i guess it's juz e experience... n i got them to do nailart on 2 of my fingernails.. 3bucks per nail.. hee... so tired now... applied glue to my jigsaw n framed it up already!!! hee....
n i'm glad everything's blown over... =) n my dad promised either a new pc or laptop b4 next sem starts!!! whee.... cant wait!! guess i'll choose a laptop lar... more mobility.. =) heh..... but.. saw this powerful pc juz now..... hp n acer.. oh wellz.... i can imagine how fast i can get a connection in skool man....
hm.... now waiting fer jerry to reach home... den can discuss wat we can do tmr.. hee....
i cant wait to go get materials to try n make dangly earrings myself!! it'll b cool!!! i wonder how it'll turn out.. heh... no harm trying... if it's nice enuff.. i might even sell it!! whee...
rather tired now... walked ard e whole day.... went to bugis earlier in e afternoon.. den went to westmall to collect sth... den to jurong pt fer some arcade... haha... suddenly... i feel like a sec 2 kid again... forever going to arcade... ahahah... last time cine... now jurong pt... oh wellz.. n i kinda suck at shooting games like time crisis 2 n jurassic park... ahhahaha.....
okies... it's time to.... continue surfing... ciaoz...
10:15:00 am
i knoe i'm so being a bitch by saying wat i'm abt to say... but.. i hate my mum.. she's being a huge bitch.. she touched my jigsaw e other day, i told her to not touch it... n she claimed i was screaming at her.... never tok fer 1 day yest.... juz now ask fer money... pretend never hear... ok.. fine... too bad she doesnt knoe i'll b getting MY tuition pay later.... fuking bitch... so pissing..... was all prepared n ready to go n meet cherlyn n cindy fer ktv.... now i juz hafta sit home n sulk.. n wait till someone can come out n meet me... hrmph.... i can survive.... n i knoe tt if i juz clear my bks, she'll start tokking to me again.... but i purposely juz REFUSE to do tt... who ask her to touch my jigsaw... n mess up my pieces tt i placed on e board nicely... hrmph..... nvm... i shall juz sit in front of this screen.... n do MORE online shopping, waste e internet bill... haa...... or mabbe thurs i shant even tell her i wont b home fer tt nite... she can b a bitch fer all i care... e most i can bunk over at jane's place or sth.... she doesnt scare me... plus all my school fees r paid thru giro n cpf n e bank loan... haa..... doubt she knoes how to cancel those herself w/o any external help... n if i get gastric frm all e starving i hafta endure... she's gonna get it..... i swear she will.... my dad will b e nice guy.. haa..........
i shall juz hide in my cosy little rm.... n perhaps arrange my fave photos.... (finally)... off fer online shopping now!!!!!
5:19:00 pm
i'm actually doing online window shopping.... ahaa... found this top i really like... but... i dunno wat size to get... n whether i shld get it... oh well... n i juz saw another skirt... dammit...
8:37:00 pm
i'm feeling quite disturbed abt some stuff... but.. heck la.. i shall enjoy myself first... hee.. it's finally hols!!! oof.. so long awaited man.. hee...
today's ppr was ok lar.. but had some words which we didnt learn.. but at least i kinda managed to figure out e meaning.. n e compo topic i chose was my neighbour.. n i happily wrong nonsense.. abt my neighbour's dog... ahaha.. coz i had to use some of e functions like actually etc etc.. den i wrote tt i seldom tok to my neighbour coz everytime their dog sees me, it barks... it was total crap.. but i was so lazy to think of sth proper to write.. hahaha.... i was also freezing in e mpsh... stupid aircon so strong.. n i was too cold to wanna stay in e hall fer another half hour plus.. hence i decided to juz walk out b4 it was too late.. as in.. last 15min cannot leave already wat.. yeaps... anjing suka menggonggong waktu anjing melihat saya... ahaha... stupid rite? i wanted to say e dog fierce.. but i never learn wat is fierce.. oh wellz... anyway this ppr onli 30%... so.. i not tt bothered la.. den my ibu was so nice n smiley.. ahaha.. smiled n said bye to me when i left.. i'm so gonna miss her man!!
yeaps.. waited fer na they all to finish their IT ppr.. went marche fer lunch. played some pool... went arcarde... walked ard.. saw some accessories tt i like.. n i saw a damn nice bikini too!!! n it's like 60 bucks!! quite ok price somemore!!! wah... i so cant wait fer my next tuition pay!! hee....
juz now went to buy e frame fer my jigsaw.. >_< gonna start on it later.. =P i cant wait!! hee.. guess i'll b taking photos of e jigsaw in progress.. it'll b so cool... n i think i shall minimise e time i spend outside so i can save money... n so tt i can haf so much free time till i'll convince myself to start exercising... hee... i desperately need a job!! waitressing or anything!! i seriously dun mind....
n jerry's got a new discovery.. my hamster boyboy has a height phobia.. aahha.. hold him high up in our hands n he'll stay still n slowly crawl frm one hand to e next.. heh.. yest he let me handle him lehz.. ahaha.. so cute... n heeren changed so much.. esp annex.. i totally went wtf happened to it..
i feel so deprived of town.. even though i was in town abt 2 wks ago... juz to watch passion of christ.. haiz.. after going nus.. i've developed e habit of disappearing into my own world... oh well.. yana... beach anytime?? i'm getting too fair... u wanna go jurong east gym too?? e one at where e swimming pool is.. hehe... mabbe i can learn swimming too... ahaha.... i seriously need some workout of sorts.. too fat too flabby too cellulity already... haiz....
okies.. i'm damn tired now.. n i shall go find out frm na where to get e cheapest material to make earrings.. =) now on... i shall try to b as budget as possible..
2:43:00 pm
hugh sigh of relief!!!! organic chem is over!!! phew... but.. i think i screwed it up.. heck it lar.. i finished wat i knew how to do w/in 1h10min.. out of 2 hours.. so tt said a lot abt how much i knew how to do huh??? muahaha... i'm so screwed la.... but as i've said... HECK!!!! it's... freedom!!!! ok... not really.. still got bahasa indo ppr.. but... aiyah.. easy lar... onli 30%... so not tt impt anyways... ahaha... e smell of freedom is getting stronger!!! whee....
anybody got job lobang??? i seriously need a job.. part time or wateva... n i've got a new girl thing!! ahah.. nail art thingy!! whee.... now i can spend my hols painting nice nails! both fingernails n toenails!! though i need to get more colours.. i onli got blue, red, yellow n white.. one set one.. cool... it's those kinda plate thingy which is basically a template... n frm there apply e special nailpolish, scrape off e excess den use e stamp to transfer.. damn cool!! i've got 4 colours n 3 templates w 7 designs each... i cant wait to get more colours n templates!!! ahahha... i wanna get green n black n pink colour of e special nailpolish.. n a few more templates w those flowery n cutsy designs!! ahaha.... jane kang n her 'great' ways of spending money... i'm officially broke.. ahaha.. 8 bucks left in wallet... whoops... tt thing coz me 30 bucks.... shh.. listen to me... it was originally 40 bucks... 1 bottle of tt special nailpolish.. 4 bucks... 1 template(metal somemore..) 6 bucks.. 1 rubber stamp 5 bucks... rather gd bargain wat... hee... i wan more more more!!! i'm gonna try psycho my mum tonite to sponsor.. ahaha.. i'm suppose to help her do it tonite.. heh heh.. cool!!! n mabbe.. i can get someone to help me do mine!! since i'm not very ambidextrous(i cant rem how to spell.. haaha.. no gp = bad spelling..).. >_< n tt reminds me tt i need to get a top n basecoat.. coz e one tt my mum haf now smudges my nailart.. hee... so watch out fer my fingers soon!!! heh heh..
ok.. enuff abt my newfound past time.. ahhaha... i'm broke... wat's new... sheesh... thurs go out w mich, daf n e rest sure need $$$$$ one.. either watching 50 first date or going ktv... or even both. so... hm.... mabbe i shall vote fer watching movie instead huh? i cant wait fer thurs!! i seriously cant!!!.. it'll b pizza during wkend at jerry's place.. whee... n gunbound time!! wahhaha.... n not forgetting... comics time!! heh.. i had 5 days to study fer today's ppr.. i spent 2 days watching naruto.. well done rite??? ahaha... i juz love naruto now... jap ninja comic.. damn cool.. n he's able to d/l e eng version... haha.. so can save money on buying e comic.. wat's more.. e one tt can b bought will all b in chinese.... n tt's a no-no.. coz i think i've probably forgotten how to read chinese... save fer e basics.. n my own name... ahaha.... but i still can speak though....
ok... warning... this is gonna b a darn long entry... coz i seriously havent got a proper time to blog long long entries since..... dunno when... had plenty of work to do....
i'm wondering.. y do some pple blog abt things tt pple would b interested in reading like hastily made up poetry, entries tt pple painstakingly take time to type n edit n edit n edit so tt it's funny or worst still... b so fake in their blogs n sound so intellectual n happening??? sheesh.. haf been blog reading... n sometimes wat i read abt pple seems so unbelieveable.. oh well... n if anyone wanna say sth abt this.... pls dun bother.. coz this is MY opinion.. n no.. i'm not tokking abt anyone tt's linked to my blogs.... but juz some other random pple... i shant continue... coz it's their own blog anyway... juz a passing comment... coz i'm having plenty of time now.. aaha...
n it juz occured to me this morning... i've totally forgotten abt sth called.. birthdays... i totally forgot tt it exists.... really... i was trying to look thru my stuff this morning b4 my ppr... den mich n daf n elena started tokking abt wish alicia happy birthday... den i was like... it's her birthday?? i was really omg.... den i was like... wait a min.. wat's today's date.... den i suddenly remembered... it was bobby's bdae!! n i totally forgot abt my other fren's bdae too!! i mean other days la... heng dear's bdae... in may.. ahaha.. den can never forgot... hor? ^_^ V.. hee.. n there's so many's pple's bdae coming up.. like my ac og mate's bdae... rw's bdae.. tt one cant forget.. he keeps asking jerry wat he shld plan.. n in may plenty more... lq's, dear's, yana's, kim's, pang's etc etc.. i'm gonna die trying to save up... i think. i cant give up abt e plan of saving up la... seriously....
yawn... it's yet another hot afternoon.. but today... i can.. sleep!! whee... finally.. tmr den i shall pia my bahasa.. hee... easy easy... sebernanya, saya mau tidur siang, tetapi panas sekali.. mungkin saya main dengan hamsters saya dan menonton tv... hari malam, saya akan menonton show favorit saya.. =P sekerang, saya mau membuat nailart... shucks... i forgot many many things already.. geez.. nvm.. mabbe tonite after all e shows haf ended, i shall start revising.. esp e part on e meng, mem n blar blar blar... tt part so confusing.. like dun wan e 't' den replace w 'n' or sth like tt... if e root word start w 'g', add 'meng' blah blah blah.. it's... killer man... n e ibu tt taught me my grammer.. isnt exactly v gd... haiz... better 'kop' some knowledge frm cherlyn tmr when i study w her!! hee...
k lar.. i think enuff torture on anybody who's still reading this endless entry... ahahaha...
time fer some perfecting of my nailart skills!!!
3:14:00 pm
i'm sick of studying... again.. haha.. i keep coming online!! help!!! but i've yet to fully memorise my organic chem reactions!! jialat.... there r like hundreds of them!!!! so dead man.. n my ppr is on tues.. growls.. i'm already in the after exams mood already.... like how ns guys look forward to ord.. garz...
time to go blog surfing.. ahhaha.. n i'm rather amazed tt my pri skool tuition mate(i never did tok to him once..) could recognise me on friendster!!! not tt i log on there so often anymore... amazing man.. ahaha.. n e craze juz died down.. i so knew it.. hahaha...
ciaoz.. i need to stay awake.. it's mugging time... tmr i shall wake up at 7 to study... yes i willl.......
i've got e sudden urge of being a tai tai fer 1 day.. at least fer now...
5:29:00 pm
i'm back again.. aha... hee.... i was juz thinking abt wat i wanna do after exams!! hee.... n i wanted to list it down on my blog coz i'm sick of facing papers e whole day long.. yeaps..
1. go to beach!! at sentosa..
2. bake cookies/cake/wateva tt can b baked..
3. go to zoo n birdpark!! it's been a while i've been there!! alrites.. stop luffing at me... i'm serious!!
4. piece my christmas present tog.. my beloved pooh jigsaw!!!
5. build a lambourghini(i dunno how to spell e stupid name of tt car brand) model...
6. go east coast..
7. slim down..
8. shop fer anything!!! i feel i'm lacking in clothes!! ahah... need to find a nice formal dress.. got plenty of slightly formal dinners coming up.. i can feel it.. ahaha...
9. pack my fave photos into those big albums tt my mum bought fer me to use...
10. meet up w so many pple tt i've not seen in a long time..
11. pack my notes away..
12. breed more hamsters... or buy new winter whites coz they more kwai..
13. go star gazing.. n haf a slow walk down somewhere peaceful...
14. mini bbq..
15. master e skill of sleeping thru my mum's awful blasting of her radio... auntie channel somemore.. love 97.2fm.. some chinese one.. urghz.. plus her awful blasting of her vcds..
16. go karaoke n crack some glass.. =P
17. find a part time tt can earn me loads of $$$$$...
18. look ard fer a new comp.. or laptop..
19. go hair treatment.. manicure, pedicure etc.. i.e. pamper myself.....
20. start training..
hm.. n on top of all tt... i gotta save $$$$ fer great singapore sale!!! ahahaha.... someone pls tell me it's possible fer me to do all of e above n still b able to save money!!! ahahaha... plus i'm involved in 2 camps... so loads of work!!!.. ahaa... not to mention... keep siaw company when she comes down to singapore.. ahahaaa...... ooooooo..... i so cant wait!!!
THURS IS FREEDOM DAY!!!!
i wanna watch e prince n me!! plus tt ninja show... plus e 50 first dates!!!! ahaha.... ok.. i knoe i'm slow.. e prine n me haf been out fer damn long... but cant help.... i've gotta study fer exams!!! *yeah right* i still went to watch passion of christ.. oh well....
okies... time to post this.... any genies out there tt can grant my wish? lemme knoe k?? hee.. : )
8:51:00 am
hm.. after reading shing's n eunice's blog... it brought back some training memories... still rem those horrible trainings at nie.. esp during track season.. 6x600 w each 600 in abt 2.15min.. tt was pure.. craziness man.. but i admit i did improve.. esp when lydia was still in mg.. ie.. when i was in sec 3.. ahaha.. had her to chase.. oh well.... den sec 4.. was onli me n yiling... n cant rem who was e last one.... my best running yr in mg.... wrt track.. hit my pb fer 800.. fer onli pb ever since... ahaha... 2.37... ohh well.. now too unfit to b able to hit close to tt timing anymore...
i still rem 3 particular trainings.... 1 while in mg.. e other 2 while in ac.. yeaps.. e mg one... i was doing intervals... shld b fer track season la.. den was running n running... till i almost blacked out... tt was seriously scary... den in ac... 1 time.. i was training fer track.. in j2... den when i finished 1 of my intervals... i went really giddy.... n it didnt helped by being one of e few training tt day n some pple were juz so not nice to me... n i was left alone w alexis.... so glad tt she was there... had a horrible time to get back to sports com... had to keep stopping or sit down coz i was so giddy... n mr ang could still tell me to continue training n not slack!! i was like !!!*&%@#%... but of coz i didnt do e next few intervals.. ahaha... n another time was... sth happened to my thigh lar... damn tight n all tt.... den happily went to do stridings.... den.... there was this blardy sharp pain in my left thigh.. so i thot nvm lar.. nothing wrong one... coz i had it a few wks ago onli... so went on to do e next set of stridings.... big time mistake man!!!! i pulled my muscle so so damn hard till i almost doubled over w pain n was limping to e side... n mr ang was like telling me y i so act smart... he onli asked me to do long run.. but never asked me to do stridings... oh well... i almost kicked myself man.... den i started crying coz i felt so so so hopeless n nationals were onli wks away... haiz... crapz..... but thank goodness... it didnt happened again... but nationals tt yr was a crappy one fer me.. oh well.. trained so hard... felt gd during heats.... but i screwed up during finals... as always.... sheesh.... hm.. time too join nus team fer trainings? ahah... i shall see....
n it's time fer..... breakfast!!!! n mugging!!! i've been slacking e last 2 days.... bad bad.... watching naruto.. this jap cartoon tt stupid jerry got me addicted to.. dammit.... lucky he got no more new episodes in his laptop... if not.. i can 4get abt studying... ahaha....
kk.. ciaoz!!! it's chow time!!!
1:25:00 pm
2 more pprs to freedom!!!!! whee.... i'm so so so happy n looking forward to a long break!!!! -beams- wat a long awaited break man!!!! it's abt time.. aahaha.... physical chem, political sci n changing landscapes done.. heh heh... had a great time smoking yest n today.. ahaha... fugitively lar.... smoking my way thru fer political sci n changing landscapes.. ahahah... i didnt knoe i could rite crap... n my my.. my handwriting was totally horrible... hee.... now i'm onli left w organic chem n bahasa indonesia!! hee.. cant wait.. i almost typed bowling.. ahaha.. crap... i've been itching to go bowling larz.... though i always haf e stupid ball going into longkang..... but.. tt's e fun part.. ahaha.. i cant wait to go beach.. n i juz went to check e expiry date of my sunblock.... n it juz expired.. sighz.... there goes wasted money again.... shld i buy another bottle since i'll b out under the sun quite a bit?? hm.. nah.. dun think so.. it's time fer me to psycho myself to start doing some exercises n get my arse to fit back into my old pants.. geez.......
i seriously wanna stay hall... i'm juz so lazy to wake up like 2.5h before my exams so tt i'll b early n not b late..... haiz..... there's no such thing as a traffic jam of 1h in nus.. so convenient... growls.. okies.. time to start job hunting!! heh heh!!! most prob tuition la.. e most flexible one... n hopefully i wont get those shit jobs like 140per mth fer sec 2 maths or sth like tt... tt kind can go eat shit manz..
i'm growing sleepy.. my cramps r killing me... i feel like juz slacking e whole day n not study.. sleep n play w my hamsters onli.. but... org chem more impt!!! growls... mabbe mabbe mabbe..... i'll juz slack fer now.. hee......
kk.... time fer... lunch!! yum!! ciaoz... persevere... 1 wk of exams left!!!!!
11:25:00 pm
wow.. i haf a collection of rubber dust on my floor now.. ahaha... all frm e endless rubbing of my workings while attempting the stupid exercises questions.. n suddenly.. i feel damn screwed fer my political sci.. haiz...
saya mati sekali.. saya belum belajar bahasa indonesia untuk ujian.. 22april ada bahasa indonesia ujian saya.. saya akan belajar bahasa indonesia sesudah organic chemistry kertas.. =) saya sekerang belajar physical chemistry karena hari senin, saya ada ujian untuk physical chemistry.. saya tidak bisa physical chemistry karena ini subyek susah sekali.. saya harus lebih latihan!(m i correct? khal!! yana!!) saya sekerang istirahat sesudah latihan banyak questions.. saya mau pergi ke perpustakaan woodlands, NTU atau NUS belajar.... 2 lebih minggu saya senang sekali!! tetapi saya harus balik ke nus karena saya ada persiapan science camp dan union camp.. sibuk sekali!! sci camp dan union akan asyik sekali!! sekerang, saya mau belajar... sampai bertemu!!!! kalau orang-orang ada part-time lobang, harus inform saya!! saya mau berkerja sedang holidays!!
okies.. one whole long paragraph w/o e help of my bahasa bk!! whee... but.... like not impressive like tt.. ahaha.....
it's 1018pm now.. time fer work again!!! shall post this later!! hehe...
6:21:00 pm
i'm going crazy in trying to figure out how to do e stupid ideal gases questions!!! i'm so so so dead.. i'm gonna get a big fat F.. i'm so dead fer organic chem too.. was tokking to daphne after i finished asking her some questions.. den she said her tutor (or issit TA?) told her tt e exams wont b as easy as the tests... die man... looking at my standard... i'm in total deep shit.. n no way do i wanna ta pau my lvl chem modules to next sem.. growls... n i'm damn sleepy n braindead frm all e studying n doing work.... n time seems to fly when i'm pressed fer time.. dammit... 2hours 4 questions worth 25marks each.. how e fuk m i gonna b able to do tt???? i'm not a super woman.. i take more den 45mins per questions can?? hmrph..
n e worst part? i haf onli done 3 outta 11 readings fer my political sci... growls.. think i shall read gender representation later... at least i find tt interesting.. hrmph.. n den i shall continue on my chem...
anyway.. i cant rem whether i did type sth down... it happened a few wks ago i think.. ahaha.. my memory's failing.. back to my pt.... i was on e train when at some stop, this ang moh woman n her mother boarded e train... den they got seats beside me.. den i noticed this OLD man standing infront of me n e angmoh woman... he kept looking in our direction n kept grinning.. so i was like WTF!! n i ignored him... den he tried to tok to e angmoh woman.. n he asked her whether they could b frenz!!!! i was shocked into silence! n i could feel my eyeballs almost dropping out man! den e angmoh woman was like huh? didnt understand him fer a moment... den she finally understood n rejected him on e spot.. n even told him tt she's married w a kid... i was trying to control my laughter... n i couldnt help but grin... ahaha.. n e angmoh woman saw it.. whoops.. oh well... the angmoh woman n her mother were highly amused.. n so was i...
n yest.... while i was waiting fer nicole at coffee bean.. at 930am like tt(yes.. i was there tt early..)..... some boys came n sat down in the comfy sofas in front of my table.... den e one facing me starting calling xiao jie xiao jie xiao jie.. (young sister - direct translation) wo peng you yao ren shi ni.. ta yao he ni zhuo peng you.. xiao jie xiao jie!!! (my fren wans to knoe u.. he wans to be frenz w u.. miss miss!!) n i was like dammit... n totally ignored them.. blardy young bengs who onli knoe how to make themselves a nuisance... when they finally gave up in trying to get my attention, they moved on to target at any skool gals tt walks pass n try to get their no.. crap man... blardy skool dropouts/zao skool-ers.... bet they r onli sec kids..... sheesh man.... den after tt.... got this couple sat there... n kept touching here n there.. smooch like free one.. make so much noise.. being totally distracting to me... i hate those kinda pple.... like.. fer goodness sake.... smooch all u wan in private.... haf sex if u wan to..... but in public.... esp e gal.... haf some respect fer urself!! y muz u downgrade urself to looking so cheap? n wat's more.... she wasnt chio.... onli haf nice hair.... n skinny... i wonder how long can they last? muahaha.. i'm mean...
i'm sleepy n hungry which makes me grouchy... garz... n it's already fri.... n my first ppr is on mon.... fuk... i'm so screwed.... but i'm taking a break now to clear my cluttered brain..... n 13 days to my 3 mths freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really cant wait!!! it'll b so so so great!!! i can nearly smell it!!!! n i can go find some part time job, earn n save money fer great singapore sale!!! do my beloved winnie e pooh jigsaw!! build more models.. mabbe a car this time rd... prepare fer both sci n union camp!!! n more time to play w my hamsters!!!!! n most importantly.... exercise n slim down... some of my clothes tt i havent worn in ages... r failing to fit me properly now.... it's way too tight... n i cant even wear my frigging 80bucks roxy shorts anymore!!!!!!! help!!! stop me from eating!!! oh oh oh..... but i cant resists buffets!!! n i was tempting daphne to go fer buffet on our freedom day!!! ahaha.. cant wait!!! n still haf old clothes collection n all tt!!!! woohoo!!!! n much more time to spend w jerry n my frenz!!!!! n hope tt siaw will come to singapore.... meet up w LLL n yp.... n lq... gina i see her.... really often.. ahaha...
ok.. this is way too long a blog.... time fer me to find sth to cook fer dinner...... ciaoz......
jane muz diet!!!!! salad w loads of dressing!! aha.. great diet huh?? ahaha....
anyway.. no more hamster adoption... i juz gave away 2 to nicole.. n i'm feeling sad.. =(
6:44:00 pm
helloo.. i'm alive!!! but barely surviving... ahaha... last nite stayed over at khal n dan's hall in ntu.. fun fun.. ahha.... i like e living environment much better den nus one... ahah.. n i like e lib there!! hee.. though it's freaking cold.. ahaha.. esp when they open frm 730am to 1130pm mon to fri i think.. isnt tt really nice? n e canteen snack n drink stalls opens till 1130pm too!!! my gosh.. if onli they do tt in nus man.... aahaa.... last nite me n khal agreed on waking up at 645 so can reach lib at 730 to chope seats.. coz everyone else do tt.. n by ard 8 or 830, there's no more gd seats left.. so ya.. haha.. but i kept waking up.. khal slept at 3.. so in e end we got up at... i also dunno wat time.... ahaha... n she didnt knoe wat time shuttle bus service started.. n we embarrassed ourselves.. so i can elaborate.. yeaps.. got to e lib.. chope e seats n went to eat prata fer breakfast.. it's nice over there!! n relatively cheap.. =) now i'm like wondering y i never did choose accountancy as my first choice.. oh wellll.. too late to grumble now anyway... aha.. den can haf hall life by bunking in w khal n dan often.. ahahhaa... cool huh? oh well....
i'm so darn sleepy now.. had a long nap juz now.. but i dunno y i'm still sleepy.. n later.... i bet i'm gonna fall asleep while reading my political sci.. eww...
mention abt my nap.. i got woken up coz my mum was tokking inconsiderably loud on e blardy phone... n abt me.... KNN man.. i really hate it when she juz puts me down in front of her frenz n compare me to their kids... so wat if she got 4 A fer e a's? it doesnt mean anything... she's one of those who onli knoes how to go home to study n do work.. n mabbe once in a while go out w her frenz.. yeah.. kudos to my other frens who knoes how to enjoy life n still get 4.sth fer cap score lorz... seriously.... n my mum was saying.. aiyah.. this time dunno whether she(which refers to me) can make it or not lehz... like she never really study... whole day park-tor onli.. firstly... u never did ask how i'm coping w skool.. u onli knoe how to ask me to find a job during hols.... secondly.. how e fuk can i study w u ard when u make so much noise? blast tv/radio or both.. keep disturbing me... noone else can work under those circumstances too.... thirdly, park-tor doesnt mean my grades will get affected... coz we do study tog in skool... fourthly, i already finished studying all my modules except fer my political sci... so dun u dare put me down..
4:55:00 pm
i seriously hate reading my political sci.. it's so dry n boring.. growls... >{ hrmph... i can sit down n study my chem diligently n concentrate 100%.. but when it comes to political sci.. i'll juz wander ard e hse n trying to find inspiration to get my to continue reading e next line.. haiz... now studying some dry disgusting shiet abt india's public admin.. hrmph.. i'm sleepy coz i juz ate lunch.. but i cant afford to sleep coz i'm going out later.. n i havent even finish one of my 2 readings tt i'm suppose to finish today.....
my hamsters stink.. but i juz changed e sawdust n corn cobs a few days ago.. mabbe coz there's 4 hamsters in tt cage.. n my mum's complaining like crazy.. not tt i dun wanna give away or sell off.. there's juz no takers.. n i refuse to juz give it to pet shops coz they probably get injured there or get sold off to some shitty owner.. hrmph...
hamsters anyone? i'll gladly give u a pair.. though i still cant really differentitate the guys frm the girls.. n daphne dun wan them coz she said she prefers syrian rather den roborovski.. n michelle also dunno.... anyone desperate fer hamsters????? dorcas pls tell me u still wan them.... pretty pls.. ahahah... they r low cost creatures.. but of coz gotta spend quite a bit initially... ahhhh...... ah ha! i knoe who to ask alread.. hee hee hee.....
khal u wan? yana u wan? aahahha... i better go ask my fren see whether she wans or not.. muahaha..
ok.. enuff abt my 8 hamsters.. ahaha.. psst.. one of them tried to bite me e other day.. but heng.. never pierce through my skin.. haa.. *tt says sth abt me rite?* hm....
i juz realised i havent been very friendly w my close frens.. i dunno how to put it.. it's like i'm so so caught up w uni stuff tilllll.... i cant breath sometimes... ok.. mabbe an occasional email or wat.. but there's not really a const. keep in contact tt kinda thing... i still rem pple last time always say keep in contact.. but tt's total bullshit.. dun u think so? it's like after a while.. u'll drift away, make more new frenz.. den lose contacts w them except fer those u're really close w.. ok.. i admit i still do meet up w my pri skool frenz n all.... but tt's like.. once every 2..... yrs.. it's not even once every 2 mths or sth... ok.. it's nice to meet up w someone tt u were once really close w.. 8 or 10 yrs ago.... but it's so diff now.... last time mabbe both can talk abt everything under the sun.... but now.. u're trying so hard to find sth to tok abt... lasting friendship... i'm sure man.. it's so rare tt u can and always will b close to a single person since like pri skool.. oh welll... my close frenz now definitely did not come along till i was in sec skool or in jc... uni it's.... i shant say... so disheartening sometimes...
i guess tt's all tt i gotta say... it's time fer me to continue studying.... n trying so hard to not fall asleep 1 min into reading.... ~ciaoz....
take care everyone.. esp those w upcoming exams... it's killing everyone.. i doubt i'll b home much next wk.. gotta do serious mugging outta my hse... so i dun haf my mum popping questions at me every 10 mins... like wat time is it now? how u do this? how come like tt? got wat show tonite? can u give away ur hamsters coz they stink? can u go find a job during hols? y is ur room always so messy? y muz u spend so much money? etc etc.. u get my idea i suppose....
1:31:00 pm
it's been long since i last updated.. too much things to do.. esp studying!! garz.. 11 days to exams.. i'm so so dead.. growls.. someone help me pls!! n worst of all.. i juz kena some eye infection thingy.. n got 2 day mc coz e doc say i gotta stay at home as it's rather infectious.. which is a gd thing coz i dun hafta do my practical tmr.. which also means i wont hafta do lab report.. which also means i'll haf more time to study!! yay!!!! i seriously need more time to study!! still got so much more!! goodness.. gotta finish organic chem, ss n political sci!!!! sighz....
had my bahasa oral this morning.. n it was so horrible.. my dialogue w my partner was crappy.. n my individual section.. i didnt knoe wat to say.. like wat can i say abt piknik?? growls..... went to take back my political sci essay.. n guess wat? i got an A-.. hee.. i'm so so happy!!!! e lecturer said it's an excellent essay!! whoopiee... but still cant be too erm.... confident.. later during exams screw up den tt's it man... ahaha.....
hm.. time fer me to get down to proper work.... it's work work work n more work fer e next few days!!!
