10:58:00 pm
I GIVE UP DOING MY STATS TUT!!! BLARDY TEDIOUS.. N I CANT SEEM TO FIND E STATS PROGRAM ONLINE.. GRZ.. i shall do it tmr during my break.. ok.. there goes my lunch.. haiz.. had a fantastic hightea buffet at goodwood park hotel.. yummy.. e mee siam was really great.. plus all e rest of e stuff.. n e choc cake was really marvelous.. hehe.. shall go back there when i haf e money...
den went out fer dinner w jerry n his parents.. heh.. felt rather bad coz they send me all e way home frm their hse at bishan b4 sending him back to hall.. oh well.. kk.. i gtg now.. ciaoz..
n btw.. i love my nephew!! hehe.. n my auntie's so cute.. gave me ang pow fer getting into uni n a VERY early bdae present.. hehe... *HINTS*
11:31:00 pm
damn.. i hate my comp.. i almost finished typing an entry juz now n e whole system hanged... y does things always happen together? urghz.. first printer no ink, no money to buy new ink catridge.. den comp keeps screwing up.. den my phone is cranky.. den.. a lot of other things.. dammit man..
ok.. in short.. coz i'm too lazy to retype again.. i hate my FUCKING useless cm1111 lecturer.. he sucks.. when he gave us a break juz now, i juz walked outta lt n went over to dear's hall.. n i wasnt e onli one tt walked out.. seriously.. i bet there were ard 10-20 pple tt walked out too... or mabbe even more.. he works much better den a lullaby.. seriously.. he didnt even lectured fer 5 mins n i was falling asleep.. gr... n he juz reads off his slides w/o much explanation of concept.. n i'm so gonna give him really low ratings at e end of e sem when we get to grade our lecturers.. hrmph.. n he's e same one tt was checking on my meniscus level during my prac on thurs.. i swear i'm never ever going fer his sat lecture anymore!!!!
n i've got lotsa undone work.. urghz.. my stats tut due on mon.. my research on my grp project.. n another research fer my chem essay on einstein n 3 other scientist.. sucks.. i hate it.. but tmr i dunno whether i got time to do my work!! gotta teach tuition, den go fer my nephew's bdae party.. eek..
n e worst thing is tt my mum is sleeping.. so i cant do my work coz my study table is in her room.. urghz.. yay! she juz woke up.. hopefully she's gonna watch tv so i can do some work.. heh.. hm.. but den again.. it's so late.. n i gotta sleep soon.. oh well..
ciaoz... i shall see wat i can do... nitez peepz.. pls pray fer me tt i can pass tt chem module even though e lecturer sucks.. ha..
9:56:00 pm
me n my darling!!
e gals!
me n trevor.. mr sci camp 2003.. =)
8:39:00 pm
gosh.. i feel so... urghz.. i cant describe it.. haf a long n tiring day today.. e whole day was ok till i finished skool.. started to haf headache n all.. cancelled my plans in meeting me fren n came straight home.. took a short nap.. feeling a little better now.. haiz.. no appetite.. ate a bit of dinner tt's all.. n gonna drink some soup..
warning! much complains frm jane below:
had my first lab session today.. blardy tedious.. urghz.. i did almost 10 titrations n all.. n had to prepare solutions myself summore.. urghz.. even more sianz.. den michelle's lab session was screwed up.. now she's in another lab grp.. n i'm all alone.. urghz.. i hate to do things alone sometimes.. thank goodness i kinda knoe this other gal.. but still.. oh well.. den there was this vietnamese gal sitting next to me.. at first i was damn happy coz i thot she's gonna b some chemistry pro person.. but it turns out tt she never did titration in her entire life.. goodness.. CAN U BELIEVE TT? i mean how e heck can u learn chem w/o doing a single titration b4? she muz haf gone fer some lab sessions at least rite? n urghz.. i'll hafta sit next to here at every lab session.. it's like there'll b max of 60 pple per lab session.. 15 pple per row.. 5 pple per section.. n i happen to b e 10th n she's e 9th.. so she's like e onli person next to me.. but i'm not complaining coz i'm e nearest to e big sink.. i dun like e way we're assigned our own area.. each person haf this really small 'cubicle' to do our experiment.. den each cubicle haf this nitrogen tap(i dunno wat e heck it's for..) n a tap n this really small hole to drain e water away.. there isnt even a small sink.. dunno how e heck to wash e apparatus lorz.. ok.. i shant complain too much.. at least i survived it.. n finally after 2 yrs of using ancient burettes w/o taps, i'm using back e kinda burettes i used back in mg days.. YAY.. at least tt's sth i'm happy abt.. n we haf 4 teaching assitants assigned to my lab grp.. 1 TA to 1 row.. n knoe wat? all of them r frm china i think.. but ok lar.. they r much better den my stats tutor.. haiz.. n my chem tutor is kinda attached to my lab sessions.. heh.. n she's gd.. n i much complain again!! even though i'm wearing specs, i muz also wear e safety goggles.. urghz.. so uncomfortable.. haiz.. damn stupid rule.. n tt sucky lecturer was ard today.. n he was walking ard.. n he actually checked whether e solution i prepared was ok.. it's like we had to dissolve sodium carbonate in e 250ml graduated flask n prepare e sodium carbonate solution.. n he went to check whether e bottom of e meniscus was touching e 250ml mark lor.. sheesh.. i hate it when pple doubt me.. =|
hm.. enuff of complaining i guess.. ha.. anybody who survived reading all tt complains? heh.. knoe wat? i feel much better now after typing all my complains down.. heh.. i think my boy's gonna suffer later n hear all my complains.. hehe..
okie dokes.. i seriously dun feel like going to skool tmr fer a useless lect.. haiz.. but i aint got a choice.. hafta get back my necklace frm xinloo n lend it to silia fer d & d at goodwood park hotel on sat.. i really wanna go fer sat's d & d to support my fren fer e sci pageant.. haiz.. but i'm too broke.. e funniest thing is tt i haf e clothes (prom clothes actually.. but who cares.. otherwise my prom clothes will juz rot in my cupboard) but no money to pay fer e ticket.. n i couldnt find any sponsors fer my tix.. oh well.. n sun i hafta b back at e same hotel fer my nephew's 1 yr old bdae party.. haiz.. he's so spoilt by my sis n my bro-in-law lorz.. unfair.. i dun rem having such huge bdae celebrations even till now.. =( i MUZ haf a huge 21st bdae.. i dun care.. but tt's still quite sometime away.. if onli my relationship w my sis was better.. oh well.. but my family haf never been really close..
dear juz asked me whether i wanna go zouk tmr coz his fren, miss nus 2003 mind u, got free entry.. feel really tempted to go.. but i muz save money.. n he muz save also.. so i shall not go.. imagine e amt of cab fare he hafta pay.. n tt'd b ard 40.. plus minus a little.. wat a waste of good money.. dear, i'm sure u'll agree rite? hehe..
woahz.. it's a really long entry today.. been a while since i typed such a long entry.. k lar.. i think i'm rambled enuff, complained enuff.. n i shall spare my fingers n everyone elses eyes.. hehe.. ciaoz..
10:37:00 pm
yay!! i got a nice hot pink mogu heart-shaped pillow frm dear dear.. heh... thanx darling! i love it lots.. i shall hug it to sleep every nite.. *muackiez*
finally tried out bailey's ice cream juz now.. yummy... had dinner at hv bk b4 going to haggen daaz fer dessert.. heh.. i seriously gonna grow fat fat fat.. den play pinball on his laptop.. hehe.. never knoe pinball can b mission-based.. oh well.. he sent me home too.. =)
had a really slack day in skool.. had a change of prof fer my gem lecture.. this angmoh lecturer frm europe, balding n really funny.. heh.. enjoyed his lecture though i learnt everything in jc liaoz.. ok.. at least almost everything.. den slacked fer 2.5 hours b4 going fer another lect.. n it was frigging boring.. mabbe i shall juz start skipping tt particule lecture frm now on.. he's like teaching how to count beats, read scores n all tt.. gr.. i learnt tt in piano last time when i was in pri skool!! urghz.. ok.. but i muz realise tt not everyone took music lessons b4.. oh well... den slacked fer 3h after tt waiting fer jerry.. =) helped hong da out fer e 2nd bk sale.. hehe.. at least i made myself useful...
finally made peace peace w someone.. m starting to tok to her again.. i feel good.. oh yeah..
i feel so much better now.. i realised tt my anger fer someone is totally gone.. or almost all gone.. n i dun detest her anymore fer wat she accused me of last time.. i feel freed of all those shitty feelings except fer one.... i'm finally at ease w myself after such a long time... i dun hate another 2 person as i used to.. but i still cant forgive them.. i knoe in e bible it says to love thy enemies.. but i juz cant do it.. it takes time.. but they've juz left such horrible memories of my jc life which shld haf been really truly enjoyable.. oh well.. i shall put e past behind me.. i think i juz contradicted myself.. i shant go on...
i love my darling.. but i love khal, noorin, yana, shamz, lingz, sha, siaw, gina, lq, jane n a few other gd frenz juz as much! wat will i b if u guys r not in my life? n of coz i like some of e new frenz tt i've made in nus too.. =) esp lotsa e rag dancers! but i doubt they'll b reading this..
time to go edit e photos i took fer union ball.. ciaoz..
7:09:00 pm
i muz complain... my stats tutor sucks totally.. n she's onli a PRC graduate student.. most prob majoring in stats n probability.. eeks... she cant tutor fer nuts.. firstly.. she's so darn blur.. n when she goes thru e qnz, she juz reads out wat she rites on e board.. as if we dunno how to read it off e whiteboard.. seriously big waste of time.. nobody even bothers to ask her to explain when we dun understand wat she's tokking abt.. thank goodness fer my stats lecturer.. at least she's gd.. ha.. mabbe i shall pon my stats tutorial.. haha.. i shall go find out how to put up photos on e blog.. den i upload e photos i took during union ball on my blog.. heh..
kk.. gtg now.. ciaoz..
8:47:00 pm
quite sad abt a series of events tt haf happened.. sighz.. life's seriously never a bed of roses huh?? y r humans tt hard to understand?? i juz dun understand.. y did God decided to make each n everyone of us unique? y do we even haf e power to communicate? y oh y??
i give up trying out my stats tut.. shall copy it tmr or sth.. oh well.. i'm a blardy slacker.. i miss my carefree life.. i'm gonna survive uni life.. n i'm gonna go on a losing weight spree...
ciaoz.. time to sleep.. need to catch up on my sleep.. oof... it's mon again tmr.. monday blues.. someone pls tell me abt it.. urghz..
i miss my mg days.. but it's gone.. =(
6:53:00 pm
hm.. mia a few days... hehe.. lemme see.. wat did i do.. fri after skool went over to dear's hall to take a look.. m i glad or m i glad i'm not staying in hall afterall.. haha.. came back.. did work.. tried to study a bit fer sat's chem quiz.. slept.. hah..
sat went to skool n took e crappy quiz.. n it lasted no longer den 45minz.. freaking waste of time.. n e qnz were damn weird n hard.. dunno how e heck we're all suppose to score when e blardy lect notes is totally USELESS.. n e txtbk juz cmi lor.. haiz.. i even think my jc notes is better man.. went to meet loo immediately after e quiz to go do my hair fer union ball last nite.. heh.. did pretty curls.. heh.. n got e hairdresser to pinned my hair up a little.. hehe.. i love those curls.. but too bad.. i washed my hair n it was gone.. all gone.. urghz.. e ball was ok.. goody bag was rather good.. all e estee laudeer tester n watnots.. heh.. shall dump everything to my mum.. think she'll b interested.. e pageant was good.. hehe.. my dear's og tt gal won e gal's side.. swept all e titles.. was miss nice hair, miss personality n of coz miss nus.. hehe.. e guy tt won is so NOT good looking.. think he won based on confidence n e fact tt he CAN speak.. urghz.. wat's this man.. oh well.. stayed over at hotel w my darling n his union camp of pple.. hehe.. did lotsa stupid things.. e gal who won, dawn, brought her chinchilla along.. it's so so cute!! hehe.. was playing w it e whole time.. slept a little.. went fer lunch w them at kenny rogers.. saw some gals frm mg.. one batch after mine.. walked ard a little den came home n had a long nap..
gr.. juz checked my email.. it's freaking flooded again.. hate it.. sighz.. time to go clear it... gotta go.. time fer dinner n it's back to doing statistics.. got my tut tmr.. so i aint got a choice.. bugger... ciaoz..
6:50:00 pm
i feel i've got no life anymore.. it really sucks man.. i'm practically going to e lib everyday.. b it printing out notes, photocopying qns frm reference bk n watnots.. i feel like a nerd.. urghz... n i dun wan tt to happen.. i needa start doing my tut.. ok.. i tried some of e qns juz now while waiting fer gina in e lib.. n i realised i've forgotten lotsa stuff.. i gotta catch up man.. n i feel i've no time left to myself to do stuff i really like.. urghz.. whole day i'm juz rushing fer lectures n printing notes n everything else.. n when i do haf e free time, i'll b trying to catch up on my sleep.. wat a life... met up w khal a while at jp.. it's been a while since i last saw her.. k lar.. gtg eat dinner n start on my tut n reading up session.. ciaoz..
8:37:00 pm
last nite at chinablack was a blast.. heh.. sports pageant was ok lar.. not as impressive as i thot it would b.. e music was good.. mixture of r n b, fantastic mambo music, rap.. wonderful mix of music.. haha.. stayed over at pang's place.. fell asleep as soon as my head hit e pillow.. n tt was 3am.. urghz.. woke up at 9 plus.. bathed n changed n went to skool fer lecture.. amazingly... i didnt fall asleep at all though e lecturer really sucks n was damn boring.. *pats myself fer staying awake to notes impt pts down* went to holland v w gina to haf lunch at subway.. heh.. walked ard till it was time fer her to go back fer lect.. came home n like took a nap.. hehe.. think i knoe my bodyclock already.. sleep 6 hours.. b able to stay awake during lect.. come home n nap b4 doing work.. n yesh.. i shall b extra hardworking frm now onwards.. seriously.. i'm lagging.. i needa do my stats n chem tut.. n read up on my chem notes.. urghz..
n yana.. read ur email to us.. pls dun think tt way.. really.. afterall we've all been together fer so long.. u shld knoe tt all of us r not like tt!! surprised to seeya at sci today... how come u there? fer ur gem issit?
khal.. juz gimme a ring anytime ya? my phone's on e whole day.. unless i'm in lect n haf no reception.. anyways.. we can meet any time at jp.. juz not too late ya?
tiredness is juz a state of mind.. once e will is strong enuff.. e tiredness will b overcome.. muahaha..
ciaoz.. time fer dinner n work..
10:28:00 pm
internet's crappy.. it's so frigging laggy.. mabbe it's time i shld change frm 56k to cable or broadband huh? oh well... had an ok day in skool.. den met him after skool.. went to westmall.. originally was suppose to watch movie.. but in e end we ended up having dinner n walked ard.. hehz... n poor him.. he was lugging my 90bucks worth of 2 chem txtbks.. hehe... enjoyed my time w him as always.. =) love u lots dear..
tmr's e sports bash.. heh... i really hope it's good.. it's been a while since i've gone fer a gd party.. gonna come home frm skool first.. rest a bit.. paint my toenails change.. lug my stayover stuff to pang's place b4 heading to chinablack.. oof... sounds very rushed.. oh well.. hm.. thinking of skipping wed's lect.. hm.. shld i? but i've already skipped 1 lect fer tt chem module on sat.. n i'm feeling lost.. urghz.. i'm screwed.... n juz now at another chem module lect.. i couldnt understand wat e lecturer was explaining.. i think i'm juz gone... =|
n i muz really thank my dear dear.... he's staying late in e comp lab helping me to print out my notes coz my sucky printer ran outta ink.. urghz.. n i forgot to go photocopy e notes tt my fren lent me juz now.. sucks.. i'm getting really forgetful... haiz..... n i needa catchup on my chem!!!!!
ciaoz.. time fer me to sleep.. got a 8am lect tmr.. bye!!!!
11:04:00 pm
hm.. having been blogging fer a few days.. quite rare fer me.. oh well.. been coming home late or too tired to update my blog.. surviving skool i guess... workload is still rather light as i've not started on my tut at all... hm.. skipped my chem lecture today.. oh well.. it's rather useless.. e lecturer really sucks.. n there's a webcast.. so i guess i'll go watch it later or sth.. haha.. MABBE onli.. juz realised tt i've yet to join any cca.. hm... now gonna email e person incharge of track.. hehe.. i really feel lost when i dun train fer track or cross.. hehz..
tmr gonna haf a small klass gathering.. sort of like a farewell lunch fer yp n lihling.... both gonna go study med overseas.. den i'm coming home early n read up on my notes.. i swear i'll.. n i'm gonna check to see if my phy prof haf uploaded my notes online or not... sheesh man.. i really hate to print out notes n stuff... cant they juz use e traditional method of sending notes to e printing room?? urghz.. juz saw my tut n essay qn.. urghz.... n i hate e essay topic.... so physics based when it's a chem essay.. sheesh man.. n i've got to print out new notes.. urghz... think mon i shall go skool early n settle all those stuff.. n think i shall watch e webcast fer e lect tt i missed today online.. hehe.... ciaoz...
10:57:00 pm
tired... had 2 lectures today.. stoned thruout both lect.. though phy lect was interesting coz i was gossipping away.. hehe.. n e lecturer is rather funny.. oh well.. tmr rag dancers' dinner at fish & co.. urghz.. i juz had tt last nite... anyways...
i really miss rag dance.. haiz.. think i shall go rest soon.. super duper tired.. luckily tmr my lect is at 12.. haha.. can wake up at 10.. muahaha... sucks.. still gotta plan my timetable... hm... gotta fit in all my tut.. gr...
okie.. shall go settle my timetable now.. ciaoz...
10:03:00 pm
HAPPY FIRST MTH ANNI DARLING!!! love u lots.. =) glad tt u like my prezzie.. hehe...
first day of skool was rather ok.. juz tt i was rather sleepy during e 2 lectures.. haha.. had stats in e morning.. den modern chem in e afternoon... stats was rather basic... did those stuff in jc.. so mabbe e next few lectures can afford to slack a little.. hehe.. chem lecture was nothing much.. e lecturer intro himself.. he's frm netherlands.. but grew up in aust.. thank goodness he's rather entertaining.. hehe.. n he left us off real early.. heh.. met lotsa pple today in skool.. =) met some old frenz.. heh.. singapore's really small i guess... tmr got 8am lect.. sucks.. i hate to wake up so early.. urghz... n each lecture muz go early to book seats lorz.. otherwise hafta sit on e floor.. den so sianz.. den having a phy elective module at noon i think.. hehe.. going w my sci camp og pple.. heh.. hope e lecturer is nice.. =)
i'm in such a gd mood today.. juz tt i'm so super sleepy.. haha.. woke up at 7 today.. urghz.. think tmr i hafta wake up at 6 to reach skool at ard 730-745.. sucks.. lucky michelle going slightly earlier to book seats.. haha.. oh well.. shall go zzz now.... nitez world......
1:26:00 am
ok.. i forgot to announced sth.. haha.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHAL!! was e 4th person to msg tt morning.. was caught up w my rag dance thingy tt i couldnt msg u earlier.. anyways.. i hope ur wish comes true too after reading cow's blog..
met up w my darling today.. was hoping tt he could resolve sth.. but urghz.. *crosses my fingers* dar.. i really hope it'll b resolved soon.. i think HE's rather soft-hearted at times..
n if U're reading my blog now.. really 4give my dear pls!! would u really wanna give up this 8 yr frenship?? it's been a mth now.. i'm sure u've already calmed down rite?
went to noorin's gathering juz now w lingz n my dear dear.. juz came home not too long ago.. n kinda staying up to wait fer my mum to come home.. n her phone is like off.. n she never call me... oh well.. super tired.. havent recover fully frm e donning fer e rag dance thingy.. shall go rest soon.. tmr gotta teach tuition den go shopping w lq.. heh.. hope i can find gd buys tmr.. n i still owe a few pple shopping trips.. urghz.. oh well... will call them up some day.. esp those going overseas.. feeling really guilty tt i've kinda not contacted some of them fer quite a while..
i feel really lucky now.. i realised tt lady luck haf been smiling on me all these while..... i shall learn how to appreciate things more rather den to criticise..
n to khal, yana, noorin, lingz, shamz, sha, siaw, lq, gina, yp n lotsa other pple.. i really love u guys to e max... THANX fer being there when i needed u guys...
dear... i love u too..... i hope e taxi uncle didnt drive too dangerously... *grinz*
11:01:00 pm
yay!! rag day ended really well.. science fac finally won sth after so many yrs of not winning anything!!! oh yeah!! n i'm so proud to b part of it.. =) though biz ad won overall again.. but science fac shall go back next yr STRONGER.. we won e lowest cost float n e best float presentation.... tt's like e best thing we can ever ever ever win!! hehe.. really muz thank rave fer choreographing this fantastic dance! we finally managed to b synchronised n stuff like tt... if onli rave was there to share e winning moment w us.. dexter called him n we juz screamed over e phone.. hehe.. n hopefully all e dancers, dexter n rave can all meet up fer dinner or sth one day to really celebrate.. juz now everyone was like rushing home or to hall to get rid of all e body paint.. n seriously.. e body paint is really horrible.. it's making my skin itch so much.. urghz.. if it doesnt get better by tmr i'm gonna go see doc or sth.. haiz.... but i guess... all this is worth e time n effort.. it's such a wonderful effort... n being a dancer in this rag thingy is beyond wat words n describe.. e exhilaration of performing in front of hundreds of pple n executing every single move perfectly is soooo... marvelous!! met lotsa pple.. theresia n jenny, siding, gina n so many others.. feels great to see these pple again.. =) so super tired.. last nite totally never sleep at all.. was practising fer quite a while.. rave didnt really let us sleep.. makeup session started at 1am till all e way to ard 5.. den went over to src track n wait fer dry run.. den i had to do static display which really sucks.. coz i had to pose fer 5 friggin mins w/o moving while zhentao, sci club president, make a speech abt our float n storyline behind our dance theme.. den waited till ard 9 plus n it was our turn to perform.. hehe.. left skool ard 1 plus w nicole to go jurong pt to haf lunch n buy more makeup remover to totally remove all e body paint tt's left over.. *yucks* came home n took another LONG bathe b4 taking a nap.. gosh.. i'm still so tired.. i think i shall go sleep soon... tmr think i'll b going shopping w my baby.. hehe.... k lar....... ciaoz... nitez everyone...
n to eyeball... i dun give a damn.. seriously.... gd bye n GOOD RIDDANCE..
11:16:00 pm
oof... i'm dead beat... had dance juz now.. went to some rehearsal room in fass tt haf lotsa mirrors.. hehe.. quite cool to look at myself n others while dancing.. brushed up on a few moves.. den a few of my foc og pple pop by n watch us a while.. hm.. i'm seriously too tired to continue typing so much.. basically tmr i'm skipping flag afterall... going to skool to take measurements fer costume den practise once in e afternoon den in e nite.. my darling sent me home juz now.. thank goodness he stays in raffles hall.. so now when he send me home it isnt as bad.. oh well... n coincidence of all coincidences, he's in e same og as yana.. gosh.. how small can e world b huh? k larz.. i really gtg now.. nitez.. i shall go haf a long sleep..
11:12:00 pm
hm.. decided to add another entry regarding my present og fer my science orientation wk.. hm.. e pple r not as onz as i'd like them to b.. but they r really nice pple.. i haf tt feeling tt they may juz add on to e list of gd frenz! hehz.. michelle frm hcjc is really nice.. hehe.. jennifer frm rj is really nice as well.. she's got a nice charming smile too.. n she really looks like danielle.. seriously.. heh.. frm hair to eyes to smile.. n similar character too.. hehe.. e guys r rather nice too.. gonna miss a few days of orientation though.. tmr i'm skipping coz i refuse to go fer e boring ceremony.. den tues i'm going w my sci camp og fer flag day.. den onli on wed den i join back.. whoops.. is tt too obvious? oh well.. but at least i'm tokking to most of them onli.. la dee dum.. i've run out of things to rite..
it's like recently i've really little things to rite in my blog.. urghz.. n i doubt this wk i'll haf much time to update it.. oh well.. n e worst thing? my dad's back frm china.. n he expects me to spend time w him.. but i cant coz i'm bogged down by my dance.. g.r.e.a.t n i sure gonna get another lecture on how i shld behave to b a more filial daughter.. gr.. it's not tt i dun wanna b one.. it's juz tt i dun haf time!! haiz..
10:21:00 pm
gave tuition this morning.. my student smartly jammed her sim card.. oh well.. ended up teaching her fer ard 1.5 hours.. hm.. den rushed down to cityhall to meet my darling.. =) havent seen him in like 4 days.. gosh.. but he was held up.. waited fer him fer a while.. but i guess it's rather fair coz most of e time he hafta wait fer me.. hehe.. =P had lunch n walked ard... n time really flies.. n had to come home already coz he went to meet his parents fer dinner.. came home.. stoned a little.. den my tenant came home w those hair thingy tt can straighten or curl ur hair depending on wat's being used.. n we started playing w our hair.. curled n curled n curled our hair like no tmr.. hehe.. n mabbe i shall do curls when i go fer union ball w my darling.. hm.. *ponders* oh well.. tmr's mon.. skool is starting officially!! yay! but i'm skipping fow.. got some real boring ceremony in which formal attire is required.. so i'm juz too cant b bothered to go.. ha.. meeting lq fer a while to settle some stuff n b4 she goes to skool fer lesson.. den i'm off to skool to help out fer rag.. den having dance at nite.. urghz.. it's e start of a gruelling wk.. 3 hours of dance practice everyday.. mon to thurs.. or mabbe even more.. urghz.. den thurs nite staying over to get ready fer fri morning's performance.. n e whole nite cant sleep coz gotta do makeup n hair n bodypaint.. urghz.. but it's gonna b an experience of a lifetime.. heh.. k larz.. i shall go off soon.. ciaoz..
9:26:00 pm
had a gd rest at home today.. =) woke up real early to check my bids fer my modules.. it's so super stressful.. cant stand it man.. heaved a sigh of relief when e whole bidding session closed.. took a long nap.. watched lotsa tv programmes.. n den here i'm.. typing away.. tmr hafta teach tuition in e morning b4 meeting my darling to go church.. but i cant seem to get my student.. urghz.. i keep having tt uneasy feeling tt she dun wan me to teach her anymore.. msg herr twice n called her once.. but no reply or never pick up call.. n never even return my call.. haiz.. i'm gone lar.. dun even knoe whether to juz go to her place anymore.. msg her bro but her bro also never reply me.. urghz.. this is bad.. ok.. i shant think so much.. 1 more wk b4 rag day.. oo.. i'm so excited n rather scared.. dunno if i'm able to dance properly in front of hundreds n hundreds of pple.. or mabbe even thousands of pple.. oh well.. later i gotta go practise a bit.. otherwise later i forget den i'm dead already.. k lar.. i shall go chat to all my frenz on icq now.. heh............ ciaoz..
12:10:00 am
i hate e bidding system.. everytime i refresh e page, n i see e no of bidders increase.. my heart will stop fer a split second.. esp fer one of my core modules.. urghz.. there's this bugger who placed almost all his/her pts juz fer tt module lorz.. baskit.. damn pissing can? den tmr gotta wake up early to check e bids n increase my bids if neccessary.. urghz.... y muz they do this do us?? wasnt e ballotting method going on fine?? i hate this lorz.. it juz gives me heart attack every time.. i hate e stress tt it gives me.. urghz....................... i'm tired frm dance n fow.. was in skool since 830 in e morning.. n left at ard 2210.. shit.. i hate this.. n i took a cab home coz i was so frigging tired... n i almost caused e cab driver to b involved in 2 accidents.. oh well.. heck.. as long as i'm safe..
shall go into my beloved dreamland now.. nitez..
