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7:15:00 pm

really terrible headache..
i feel like i'm gonna die any moment..
gonna go rest now..
head's gonna explode any moment..
sigh..
wat a way to start e wk..

10:28:00 am

SUCKS!!!!!!
today's weather's really nice to go to east coast.. but my beloved mummy MUZ confine me at home.. hrmph.. GGGRRRRRR... juz totally spoilt my wkend.. arghz... n i was really looking forward to going to east coast with someone today.. sobz.. really pissed n disappointed tt my wkend juz totally disrupted like tt.. HRMPH... n i feel so so bad.. i bet he's terribly sad too.. sigh.. we planned it since fri.. n now my mum muz be so 'nice' to confine me.. baskit.. thanks to SARS.. i've limited movement..
yest had dinner at california pizza kitchen.. tried out funny pizzas.. tried BLT, santa fe chicken n grilled garlic shrimp.. BLT was full of veggie.. but it was pretty nice.. e shrimp pizza was nice too.. santa fe was ok onli.. not very fantastic.. oh well.. i muz go back there to try other pizzas.. haha.. den went over to far east starbucks n they all bought a drink.. den sat there n tok.. w e guys all tokking abt ns. hehe.. interesting to hear abt ns life.. left there ard 1030.. reached home dead tired..
saw quite a lot of pple in town today.. hrmph.. shant list them out one by one.. too many to list already.. haha.. n e funny thing is tt i thot a lot of pple will stay home due to SARS thingy.. but town was juz less packed den e usual sat crowd.. interesting.. hope e places i went had no SARS virus floating ard.. took a cab frm far east to redhill mrt.. n e cab driver was wearing a mask!! arghz.. den damien asked him y.. n he said he had a relative who juz came back frm china.. so tt's his precaution.. i seriously freaked out!!! arghz.. *crosses my fingers tt he's free of SARS virus.. so tt i'm also free of SARS virus* i'm gonna see a doc at e very min i sneeze or cough man.. gonna play safe.. i dun wanna die frm SARS.. suffer so much b4 dying.. tt seriously sucks.. ha..
God bless those healthcare professionals who r taking care of the SARS victims.... n the R & D dept in finding a cure soon..

1:14:00 am

yay.. finally he replied.. n i recieved a call frm siaw all e wat frm m'sia.. i think sabah where she's having her expedition.. so happy!! now i think i can sleep peacefully already!! yippie!! so nice to hear her voice once again after 2 mths of not tokking to her thru e phone at all!! haha.. i'm super duperly hyper now.. hahaha.. my mood juz changes like free one!! hehz.. i think i'm crazy..

i haf a perfect wkend planned.. haha. i hope.. tmr afternoon i'm gonna rest at home.. den in e evening meeting my klassmates fer dinner.. i haf a feeling i'm gonna b e onli gal again.. haha.. den on sun i'm gonna go east coast.. yeah.. la dee dum.. i hope e weather will b perfect on these 2 days!! i cant wait actually.. i was planning to go watch movie on sun.. but oh well.. safer to stay outdoors next to e sea with e SARS virus going rd.. oh well....

hi na.. nice to hear frm u.. =)
hey jo.. thankz fer ur concern..

nitez everyone.. i had a long day at work..

8:56:00 pm

he didnt reply my msg..
it sucks..
is he avoiding me?
tt's it..
i think i juz destroyed a very valuable frenship..
damn..
i'm f***ed up..
how nice..
pls msg back soon..
i dun believe tt i'm getting such a treatment..
frm my buddy..
sigh..

9:29:00 pm

feeling pretty disappointed now.. e camp haf been postponed all thanx to e stupid SARS... baskit.. i've been waiting fer this camp fer a super long time already.. n now.. it's 'happily' postponed.. arghz.. so sad.. but at least i can go out this wk end!! yeah.. i hope.. hm.. i bet those passing outta ns tmr afternoon r gonna start their 24k march soon.. haha.. poor guys.. hafta march so many rds rd the small island called tekong.. ha.. tt's so so pathetic.. kk.. i'm seriously getting outta pt.. i'm not thinking coherently.. shall continue to update tmr or the day after perhaps.. most prob gonna go shopping w my colleagues tmr after work.. oh well.. nitez world..

8:32:00 pm

ha... i feel so so so proud of myself... been feeling really horrible these few days.. so i decided to buy sth nice fer myself.. at first i told myself to buy nice nice socks.. so tt'll motivate me to start running again.. but... after going to sports link n seeing no nice socks, i decided to buy t-shirts.. den e onli nice nike t-shirt i juz bought it yest.. so i left.. went to 37 degrees in search of nice tops.. but couldnt find any.. so i decided to go to esprit to buy socks instead.. n when i reached the store, there was discount.. n being me, i went searching fer gd bargains.. haha.. n i found 2 really gd bargains.. 1 polo tee n 1 long sleeve top.. haha.. e long sleeve top was onli 18 bucks after discount.. can u believe it?? haha.. though it wasnt exactly my size.. but it's really nice.. haha.. can use it as a pull over... yeah.. den i happily walked over to the non-sales items n saw another nice nice polo tee.. so i happily liked it so much till i bought it.. haha.. spent 80 bucks on these 3 pieces.. damn proud of myself.. n yest spent another 65 bucks.. i'm pro at spending money.. ha.. i'm so happy now.. hehe.. i feel so shallow n materialistic.. but i dun care...

tmr's gonna b a fun day! my dept haf decided on a similar dress code tmr.. pink top n black bottoms fer gals.. blue top n black bottoms fer guys.. haha.. but.. there's so much more gals den guys.. so we're gonna overpower the guys.. har har har.. it's gonna b a fun day tmr!! n kor kor bringing digital camera too.. haha.. can take plenty of photos!! yay! i think no need eat lunch already.. juz use lunch to take photos.. haha.. i think i'm going crazy.. hehe..

sucks... the helicopters, jets n all those stupid planes keep flying ard.. n flying real low too.. so super noisy... y m i so unlucky to stay near an airbase?? arghz.. life..

tmr camp meeting at some funny place at park mall.. hope i dun get lost man.. yawnz.. so tired.. n today's e first time i actually took a bus out frm sentosa to come home frm work after 1 mth of taking kor kor's car everyday.. sigh.. felt really weird.. haha.. n e bus was so freaking full.. n my fren was blaming tt it was me who caused e bus to b so full.. ridiculous man.. sigh.. k.. i shall go makan now.. tata..

8:53:00 pm

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yawns.. attempted to watch the mummy on channel i.. but i freaked myself out somehow coz i happen to b e onli one at home.. n decided to come back n blog again.. haha.. n gotta send out plenty of emails.. sianz.. barely able to keep my eyes open now.. stupid contacts.. so drying.. arghz.. n hopefully i can sleep peacefully tonite.. been having interrupted sleep tt's making me go crazy.. waking up at unearthly time n not able to get back to sleep immediately.. tt seriously sucks...

8:53:00 pm

hrmph... juz came home frm serangoon stadium.. was too tired to go fer dinner.. i think tonite i shall go dinner-less.. watching my juniors run stirred sth in me.. making me miss those pre track national races so much... miss training so so much... miss being fit.. miss dying after each n every speed workout... oh boy.. it was nice seeing most of my ex-co... sean, des, steve, mei... remembered those long meetings we had w mr ang, planning fer track camp etc.. nice to see seniors too like luke, seng song n bobby.. hehe.. kinda miss those days in j1 with those seniors.. they seriously wow me with their speed.. ac did really well.. =) e guys team pretty strong now.. *claps in joy* n crosses my fingers tt e gals will continue to train hard n bring glory to e team.. seriously damn impressed with the 4x800 guys team.. juz totally brought e hse down by beating SAS by so much.. haha.. n seriously.. yr after yr e same SAS guys run e races.. dun they ever grow old? haiyoh.. but i muz admit tt they r gd larz..

was at chinese garden b4 going down to serangoon stadium.. helping my fren in planning fer e games n scavenger hunt.. hrmph.. seriously the place is pretty nice n tranquil.. nice place to go fer a peaceful date.. haha.. i'm so sick n tired of e shopping malls in town.. practically everything is the same.. super sick of it.. i think i kinda like tt place now.. not many pple go there.. n it's near my place.. har har.. nice place to go n study.. got an area full of tables n chairs.. n anyone can use it.. so wonderful.. n there'll b very little noisy kids n loud noises to distract concentration.. hm.. mabbe i shld consider going there next time.. har har.. ok.. i'm not making much sense here.. too darn tired to think properly.. n there's work tmr!! arghz.. same ole boring things.. arghz.. but at least i'm learning new things.. n at least i knoe wat i'm getting myself into if i get into accountancy.. haha.. *prays tt i'll b going out fer supper later* provided i'm still awake..

1:14:00 am

war's scary.. really scary.. was in my room juz now when the news aired the air raids in baghdad.. wasnt watching it.. but heard the sounds of the bomb exploding.. it's really frightening.. BOOM.. BOOM... BOOM.. freaky.. i think if i'm over there i surely would haf been dead by now.. died of heart failure before anything else.. i think saddam n bush r 2 big retards.. 1 a pretty lousy leader who've not really improved e lives of his pple.. n e other is a brainless twit to start a us-iraq war again.. i've totally got no comments..

n i've still yet to understand y pple still support saddam.. he seriously never do much fer e country as wat i can see... the country is still in dire straits after he ruled e country fer so long.. n the pple r juz as poor.. but his pple still worship him like he's king/god.. amazing.. n those guys actually sign on in army juz to serve him.. i guess they haf reasons fer doing so coz once they r in army, their meals, their families(i guess) are all taken care of.. and it's pretty much guranteed tt their jobs r secured n they haf a relatively stable income..

i'm quite glad tt pple ard the world r staging protests n demonstrations anti-war.. pretty impressive tt those pple actually would go all the way to make their views heard.. singaporeans die die will never do tt.. they mostly love peace too much. haha.. but who dun love peace.. everybody love peace.. tt's wat those demonstrations r fer.. to fight fer peace.. ironic man.. to get peace, pple muz fight fer it.. wat an oxymoron.. life's full of contradictions..

my oh my.. i'm so glad i haf no more GP essays to rite.. otherwise i'm definitely failing.. ha.. hate politics.. i think it's plain dumb n waste of time..

9:30:00 pm

ok... watching miss singapore universe haf bored me to e extent of typing out yet another blog entry.. wow.. but seriously.. e whole lot sucks.. seriously.. not much brains.. n looks.. *pukes* really.. think they's too fleshy already.. onli managed to see 1 tt's pretty skinny.. n e person tt won the title of miss beautiful body or sth like tt haf no figure at all totally.. seriously.. i think some other contestants bods r so much better. ha.. the judges r blind... really blind..

arghz.. stupid mp3 taking light yrs to d/l.. sucks.. i seriously shld consider changing to broadband.. but too lazy n scared my comp cant support it.. oh well.. ah........ stupid mp3... d/l faster!!!!

hm.. was tokking to lih ling online juz now... while tokking to her, i kinda realised tt i miss my klassmates a little.. hrmph.. kinda ironical compared to the first time i joined the klass.. ha..

BORING.. totally nothing to do.. hrmph..... i shall go do sth more interesting now.. like sleeping.. haha..

6:14:00 pm

hrpmh.. the whole day juz wasted like tt.. arghz.. practically slept thru the whole day.. except fer the 1hr tt i went to jurong pt n settle some stuff. sucks.. fren juz sms me to go fer red blue gold dinner... with an hour's notice.. n i've decided not to go.. too short a notice.. n i aint exactly VERY interested in going fer a dinner tt's held in skool.. hee haw... n finally the boys r passing out next thurs.. yippie... i think i'm crazy fer being so excited abt it.. it's not even me.. ha..

ah!!! mum juz called.. mum's back frm m'sia... n i thot she's gonna b there fer a wk!! arghz... anti-climax... =( no more freedom.. thank goodness i aint going clubbing tonite anymore.. otherwise she's gonna freak out.. haha.. sucks.. thank goodness i did the laundry.. if not tt's it.. sigh.. no more freedom.. darn.. mom's surely gonna nag at me fer nothing when she reaches home.. CONFIRMED..

okies.. i better scoot off to do e stuff she instructed me to do b4 she reaches home... tataz..

12:10:00 am

depression sets in... the world seems really gloomy...

9:13:00 pm

finally settled the most impt part of my duties fer the camp.. big load off my shoulder.. hrmph.. feeling really stupid abt some stuff tt i said n did.. dammit.. y aint i much smarter? sucks..

dun care.. i'm gonna go watch my mvp qing ren vcd now.. final 3 discs.. ha..

10:27:00 pm

phew... juz finished rushing out my stuff fer my ymca camp.. n tmr i'm gonna have an interesting time sourcing fer breakfast foodstuff.. arghz.. n calling suppliers.. oh wow.. whoops.. there goes my lunch..

war haf started.. it've put me into a pretty solemn mood somehow.. though we're not involved.. but i still feel sad fer the innocent.. n their lives r lost fer nothing... NOTHING.. cant they juz use their common sense n settle all this politics w/o a war?? so nonsensical.. totally crazy..

kinda disappointed today by someone.. oh well.. but life still goes on... time n tide waits fer no man.. so i'm not gonna sit n sulk.. hmph.. more of life's still to come..

finally submitted my uni application.. *crosses my fingers* hope i get my first choice.. e rest of my choices r not exactly wat i wan.. tmr i shall go pay my application fees too..

the wkend is finally approaching... wow! i survived 1 wk of work.. amazing.. the wkdays seriously juz crawls by.. ah.. uncle jiwar's last day today.. n yet didnt managed to haf a farewell lunch with him today.. sucks.. i'm seriously gonna miss him, his laughter, voice n watnot.. he's so nice n funny.. =(

i think i shall go clubbing again this wkend.. since mom's not ard.. haha... i've got a wk of freedom w daddy's away in china n mummy in m'sia.. heh heh.. but somehow.. i rather to b w my mummy.. feel rather lost w/o her.. yesh.. i'm a mummy's gal... n i like it this way.. =P

10:34:00 pm

tired.. juz reached home.. now hafta go work out f & b budget fer e camp.. arghz.. late nite tonite.. ZZzzZZzZzZzZzzzz... but i cant wait fer the camp man.. hehe.. quite excited abt it!! yippie.. tataz.. life's pretty good.. n sms bill is shooting sky high..

9:44:00 pm

lousy day again.. sucks.. work was terrible.. more n more work kept piling on me though i havent even finish 1 task.. baskit.. it sucks!! n i haf plenty of work to do tmr to last me at least 2 days!! arghz... life's shitty.. life's like a toiletbowl.. it's full of shit..

2:25:00 pm

horrible nite. woke up juz as tired as b4. life sucks.

7:03:00 pm

*fumes* pple haf really vivid imagination eh? n really BIG BIG traps tt they dunno how to keep shut... is there anything wrong with juz going out w my klassmate?? NOTHING!! even if it's a guy.. n he's juz one of those guy klassmate tt i get along better with.. n those shit pple who started this rumour is cukoo-fied... seriously... angry to e max... n come on man.. do i haf so much things abt me to gossip on?? i doubt it... n i HATE being the topic of gossips... i hate it. period. n it juz spoilt my whole day. n to make things worst.. i'm even more confused to wat i shld take in uni. sucks..

damn e person who started e whole thing off.. n if tt person thinks it's a damn funny joke. i can swear it's not hilarious at all. n i seriously think tt tt person will get punished by God fer spreading untruth.. n things do not get better esp when my legs hurts fer unknown reasons n my stomach showing signs of gastric.. i'm off to bored myself to death at home n wished tt e day will end quickly..

9:14:00 pm

sucks.. today i didnt go work again!! unbelievable.. dammit.. i'm getting much too slack.. arghz.. went to skool instead to do my cca record.. again.. den i actually went down to nus to check with them my cca records.. baskit... n it's still not resolved properly yet.. arghz.. the PEARLS system is screwed up i tell ya.. happily... den after tt went to bukit batok driving center to go with khal to register fer her basic theory.. den went to town fer lunch n get her jigsaw puzzle.. hehe.. nice nice jigsaw she got there.. hehz.. den walked ard a little.. bought my cleo mag which i think it sucks totally.. den went to find jane pang.. hang ard with her till abt 730 n came home fer dinner... hopefully i'll b going out fer supper later... n my hp bill came.. n i hit e 100 bucks mark this time.. i'm super screwed man... i better control my sms man.. disgusting... i never knew i could msg so much.. 1000++... freak.. i better get pod lite or sth fer my msgs man... sigh.. this is pathetic.. n i'm seriously broke.. i overspend this wk.. argh.. i suck at managing my finances man.. n to think i'm even in finance.. ha..

9:48:00 pm

life at work today was fantastic.. hehe.. wasnt productive at all today.. seriously... i was given e power supply bills again today.. n normally i dun even need a full day n i can finished e task.. but today, i took e whole day n i still haf half e stack.. ridiculous man.. n tmr taking halfday in e morning to go skool again.. sucks.. hafta settle my cca record again.. oh well... life.. yay.. tmr's fri!! hehe.. e wkend is here again!! i'm so happy... sat got open hse... gonna go to nus.. hehe.. i think i knoe my choices already.. teehee.. n i'm a ultra happy gal!! yipee.. life's pretty gd..... *winks* i juz love everybody.. hehe..

8:16:00 pm

tiring day at work.. almost fell asleep doing my tasks.. oh well... but finished wat i was given pretty fast.. den i couldnt use e programme.. so i juz stoned ard fer a while... den decided i'm too slack.. so i went to help kor kor sort out e payment advices n blah blah blah... left work n went to ferry terminal fer a while n came back home... TIRED... n tonite i may use my light stick when i go to sleep.. hehz.. i'm a spoilt silly gal.. sigh.. i shall go find my ez-link card n register fer my course now.. tata...

n i juz rem sth.. juz now in morning, rajni showed me sth tt really freaked me out.. but i didnt get hold of the address.. i shall go get it tmr n mass send it.. haha..

12:18:00 am

i'm a notti gal again today.. instead of going home straight after work, i went out fer dinner instead.. n tt was like 9+ already.. arghz.. n met my mg klassmate.. hehe.. i didnt even knoe it was her till she said hi.. oh well.. i think i'm too cukoo eyed.. haha.. arghz.. i'm super tired.. i shall go zonk out now...

11:47:00 pm

hee hee.. i juz came home... actually i came home quite some time ago.. but went downstairs.. =) i wonder y.. *winks* lala..

today i bought more stuff.. oopsie.. i'm seriously a spendthrift man.. hee haw.. bought this handpainted cap-sleeve top n another pair of slippers frm m)phosis.. =) i'm gonna wear them both to work tmr.. i love having new stuff.. =)

hm.. i'm been coming home late fer quite a few days.. oopsie.. n tmr i got camp meeting.. so i'll b home so late again.. arghz.. *crosses my fingers* hope tmr's meeting will b short n sweet.. la dee dum... n i'm scared of my phone bill when it comes this wk.. arghz.. i'm sure gonna kena frm my mum... i really hope tt it wont b more den 100 bucks.. if not i'm dead.. really dead.. ahh... den i can forget abt using my hp already... either tt or i pay e phone bill myself in which i dun wan to!!! sucks.. sigh.. i'm tired.. i shall go sleep now.. nitez....

4:05:00 pm

time really flies.. last nite i was tokking to my mg fren.. n we're tokking abt how time really flew by.. n how much we miss mg n all.. oh man... cant believe tt i've actually spent 10 whole yrs in mg.. another 2 in ac.. n now uniforms r gone... i've grown attached to wearing uniforms... at least there's an excuse to y u look bad or gd.. ha.. n it really gives u a sense of identity... ok.. mabbe ns guys wont understand still as they r still in uniform.. but i guess e gals will... esp when we're more sentimental.. :) n i still cannot accept e fact tt ur frenz tt u've known fer such a long time r actually gonna fly away to some far far away place to study fer yet another 3 yrs at least.. n together w e impact of no more uniforms, there comes another impact... i've aged terribly.. i'm in the transition stage btw teens n adulthood.. this sucks.. seriously.. pple expect us to b mature n yet childlike at times.. they think we're super hero? sorry.. we're not.. we're still little gals n boys at heart who yearn to play all day long, free of worries n troubles...

application fer uni is gonna start soon.. i really hope i do choose the rite course if not i'm gonna regret it fer e rest of my life.. n i hope my results is a hint of the direction i shld take.. seriously i've seen too many times tt pple r so unhappy w wat they r doing in uni.. wish i can go uk n do e course i truly wan.. but i shall b contented n settle down in nus to study.. n console myself tt i will go to uk fer postgrad studies.. thank goodness i haf a really understanding daddy, bro-in-law n frenz.. all mums do r juz compare my results to my fren in hwa chong.. blah abt how come she can b so smart while i cant juz even haf a quater of her brains etc... parents..

11:10:00 am

btw.. siaw says hi to everyone tt she knoes.. =) i juz recieved her letter frm m'sia.. =) she's really enjoying herself there..

10:41:00 pm

hm.. i cant access to my own blog site.. this sucks.. i think it's juz my comp huh? oh well.. had a nice day stoning at home.. =) it's been a while since i last did tt.. went to westmall fer a short while though with jenny.. bought some hp stuff tt cost me a bomb.. arghz.. came home n opened my letter box.. plenty of letters.. smu sent a mail notifying me tt their open hse on 15th march... e same day as nus open hse.. how fantastic is tt.. gr.. but i shall juz go to nus open hse... aint really keen on going to smu fer now.. n i recieved a letter frm siaw!! finally.. it's been 4wks since she went fer her expedition.. lucky gal.. i miss her so so much.. one less person to tok to.. another 6 wks more b4 she comes back.. =) i'm gonna make sure i spend lotsa time w her after tt.. =) replied her letter n went to take a nap.. ha.. tokking abt naps.. some silly boy fall asleep last nite while on icq!! haha... oopsie.. i'm gonna get killed.. *winky winks* woke up n had light dinner... n watched my mvp qing ren.. har har... tai zi is so so cute!! hee har... watched 2 cds den here i'm online n stuff.. =) mummy juz called n asked me go fer movie.. but decided tt i'm too lazy n wozzy frm sleeping so much to make any sense outta any movie to watch it.. having a nice time listening to my mp3s.. a pleasant mixture of oldies n pop.. =) heh..

i'm such a happy n lucky gal.. i feel so blessed....

1:06:00 am

harlow bloggie woogie... i'm so tired.. had a long day.. woke up at 330am fer dunno wat also.. den fell asleep long long time later n to wake up at 630 again.. den felt tt i wasnt in e rite frame of mind to go work n my eyes were red, so i took another day off.. hehe... i'm a slacker i admit... went out w bobz n his lil sis.. went to many places.. den stoned at jane's shop fer super long time.. n went fer supper at newton n juz came home not long ago.. =) had a really fantastic day.. thanx boy.. *grinz*

so tired.. hrmph.. shall go sleep soon.. nitez.. i shall conk out soon.. =)

6:25:00 pm

after almost 4 hours later... i finally got my results really sunk into my head.. yeah.. ok.. i'm pretty happy with my results... at least i can do wat i really want now.. provided i get accepted into e course tt is.. yipee! thankz to everyone who've helped me in every single way.. siaw, lq, cy, yp, lih ling, gy, gina, viet, sean, bobby n e list goes on.. n of coz e teachers! woohoo.. ok.. i shldnt b rejoicing so much too.. at least e big day haf arrived n passed.. but my cca record screwed up.. baskit.. now mon hafta go back to skool to do it.. disgusting..

now all i need to do now is sit down n consider all my choices... oh well... ok.. i shall stop tokking abt it... went out w bobby fer a short while after tt.. =) had an ice-cream treat frm him.. heh heh.. den he drove me home! yay! i juz love being driven ard =) thanx bobz! *winks*

tiring day.. there's work tmr.. sigh... haiyah... i shall go rest now.. so so tired..

8:52:00 pm

oh my.. my oh my.. i cant believe wat's in front of me now.. urghz!! i really cant believe my eyes... it's even better den getting straight As.. seriously.. but i'm not allowed to say anything.. sharks.. this is gonna b tough time fer me to keep my mouth shut.. arghz.. ok.. i'll let on a little.. if i'm chosen, i'll get to rep singapore in e US for some conference.. wow wee... this is so so so amazing.. me e stupid, ugly n hateful jane kang actually gets this chance.. my goodness!! i'm gonna wait fer my dad's reply before i do anything.. my my my... i juz cant believe it.. arghz. someone tell me i'm not dreaming!! seriously..

cross finals was fantastic today.. mg didnt do very well.. they screwed up quite a bit.. oh well... how they'll learn frm it this time.. they haf plenty of talent.. ac did well.. =) boys came in first! well done boys.. i'm so proud of u all.. beat vj by such a big margin.. woah.. gals.. it's alrite.. u all tried ur best.. char.. u're a great capt ya? love u lots..

tmr's results day.. lousy lousy lousy.. i'm seriously crossing my fingers, my toes n everything tt i'll do well.. if not i'm dead... gr.. real dead.. i really dun dare to see my results.. ahhh... ok.. i shall really mentally prepare myself tonite.. make plans for myself for both gd n bad results.. arghz.. i'm super dead tired.. nitez.. i love life..

11:30:00 pm

wheeee...... i'm a happy gal... *grinz* i juz put down e phone... *big grinz* though it was such a short conversation.. but i'm still grinning frm ear to ear.. =) i cant believe myself... results coming out on thurs n i'm still so happy! hehe.. i think i'm very high now!! too high to fall asleep... =) har har... thank goodness tmr is half day.. i think i'm repeating myself a lot.. har..... n i think my mood seriously juz took a 360 degree turn.. *prances ard e room* i think i'm gonna go crazy... ha..

juz now i got a pink sentosa ostrich.. yeah.. u knoe e plastic ostrich with furry things on it? yeah... tt's e one.. hehe.. it's so cute.. n it's on e partition btw me n rajni.. haha.. it's so cute! n i've decided to call it rocker... ;) yippie.. it looks so cute n all! heh.. i think i'm really mad today.. one min solemn.. e next min i'm going crazy.. haiz.. *hits myself* jane kang... wake up!

nitez peepz..

9:31:00 pm

freak freak freak... results!! i'm so screwed.. i'm seriously losing my appetite over it.. i'm losing concentration to do anything properly.. n i cant even think properly..

i went to work perfectly fine this morning.. den somehow or other, i called khal n she told me results on thurs.. ok.. i panicked.. den suddenly chi man muz call me n tell me e same thing.. arghz... den gy had to msg me n tell me e third time.. arghz... triple impact.. disgusting.. suckz.. n during lunch.. uncle jiwar was nice enough to encourage me n khal saying tt we'd do really well... n according to his gut feelings, we'd even b top 20-top 30 of e skool... n of coz i dun believe him lar... i juz practically luff my head off at him to actually come out with this nonsense... haiz... if onli his gut feelings would really happen.. suckz.. praise e sheep tt i haf so many pple ard me to keep my spirits up real high.. thanx bobby boy =), thanx to all my colleagues, n everyone else tt lifted my spirits more or less a little.. =) really love u pple fer being so nice..

tmr's cross finals.. yay! told maria i'm taking halfday tmr n full day leave on thurs... i hope mg n ac both do well.. *cheers loudly* tmr's gonna b an exciting day.. i cant wait fer it to come.. but i bet i wont b able to sleep tmr nite... den thurs will come slowly.. urghz.. gonna haf lunch w lq, gina, cherlyn, yp they all.. but i doubt i'd haf any appetite.. sigh.. n kor will sure tell me to relax one.. oh well.. i feel so #$$#@%*&^#@%^$ now... fee like screaming... but later neighbours complain den i die.. haiz..... i shall go calm myself down.. i'm too vexed now..

to tt someone.. u've made me even more confused today.. suckz.. i hate tt feeling..

confused n freaked out totally..

8:06:00 pm

life's like wind...
it never stops...
both haf it's hot n cold moments...
it goes in many different directions
and you totally cant control it....
not a single bit...

to someone out there...
thanx fer being in my life...
u've made it more cheerful...
thanx fer letting me noe tt u'll help me out in any situation...
thanx fer showing me so much concern...
thanx fer giving me so much advice...
i really appreciate it n love u fer all tt...
but u've really gotten me confused...
real confused.
i'm feeling utterly helpless now...

i really wanna start training.. thanx mr ng fer offering me e opportunity to train under u again... i really like to train under him.. he juz understands my style so well... but i'm always working.. how to train.. by e time i finish work i'm so shack to train anymore... haiz.... but i love to run 800 so much... n i juz refuse to join MR25... so stressful to get in.. oh well... i shall consider when i start uni or sth... haiz... feels really funny not to end my day w training at times.. life...

8:07:00 pm

super duper lousy party at embassy last nite by ntu... sucks... not tt i'm against any ntu pple... but e party was terrible... songs were horrible too...*pukes* so tired frm last nite... n some shit person was so darn irritating... *growls* i had a nice afternoon watching daredevil with lalala... =P den went to play pool after tt... a few pple saw e both of us together.. oopsie... den had e shitty party... in which we left real early to go mambo play pool... n of all things, all this places close at 3am.. argh... den went to jane's hse n stayed at e poolside till 4+... n e stoopid guy juz had to tag along... so extra!! arghz... n his skin is dunno how many metres thick man... baskit... thank goodness my fren was still awake... so can haf sms marathon.. heh... my hp bill is definitely gonna increase man.. woke up at 8 this morning n couldnt get back to sleep... *amazed at myself* but had to laze ard till my piggy fren decided to wake up... at 1230... had lunch den went out to play pool n window shop a little...

hrmph... i'm so screwed..... argh... i'm a confused parrot again...

1:02:00 am

la dee dum... i'm hyperly high!! he kept his word n msg me after his field camp!! yay! yippie! n i'm going out w him tmr after my OT! lar lar lar... watching daredevil too! *whistles cheerfully* den after tt i'm gonna go clubbing again! haha... i think i'm seriously addicted to it... this time i'm going to embassy though... *screams in joy* hm... wat shall i wear? haiz... shall leave it till later den i rack my tired little brain...

today press calculator like mad idiot like tt... so much things to calculate... den when i finished, had so much irritating tickets to count... haiz... today had a slightly longer lunch... kor kor drove to WTC again... ate at sake sushi! burnt a super duper big hole in my pocket... but nvm lar... results coming out... pamper myself is ok... *rolls my eyes* bet tmr i'm gonna haf a fantastic day! yeah.... i'm sleepy....... nitez!