9:47:00 pm
took half day to go watch cross nationals heats... carol drove me there in buggy.. hehz... scary mary though... mg team c div did well... but b div didnt do very well... but i guess it's ok lar... as long as they do their pb anything else dun matter... woah... c div all e way.. =) den mr ng gave me a ride back to office when i did a little bit of overtime... uncle lim treated those who stayed back to dinner at some vegeterian restaurant... yummy... it was nice.. =) den kor kor send me home.. lala... so nice to haf him staying opp me onli.. haha... free ride to work n sometimes free ride home.. hee haw... oh well...
tmr hope e day will pass super super fast!! at nite can finally msg someone! har har har.... i cant wait man... tired again... shall go sleep soon... nitez bloggy... nitez peepz...
8:03:00 pm
2 more day... yeah... e day seems to b passing really fast! yeah... tmr easy day at work... taking halfday to help out w mg gals fer cross country heats.. yeaps... let's see... tmr's packing day... so can wear shorts! ha... make my life easier also... har har...
i'm a contented gal...
9:37:00 pm
barely surviving... 3 more days to fri nite... arghz... prays fer e days to pass faster... i miss him...
tmr's another long day at work.....
thur's gonna b half day at work... but thurs i can wear short n t-shirt to work!! yeah... coz y? i'm gonna help in packing up e ultra dusty storeroom... haha.. yeah... den after tt go fer cross country nationals - heats... hehe... *crosses my fingers* hope mg do well.. =)
fri at work again... hopefully e day will pass very fast like yest n today... heh...
results coming out... sucks...
really tired...
nitez...
8:22:00 pm
DEPRESSED... =( 4 more long long long days to end of field camp...... suckz... y muz e field camp b 7 days instead of 5?? y? y? y??? they r so cruel...
had a super day at work... it was so time comsuming... had to search high n low fer all those spastic files... den in e end kor kor luff at me as i looked so pathetic kneeling on e floor or sitting down wasting my energy digging fer dusty files... baskit... yay... now i can peacefully take kor kor's car to work... he dun hafta fetch his wife to work... so it's juz me n him alone... heng... otherwise i'd b so extra... haiz.. i really like his car... though it's not those posh kind... it's such a comfy 6-seater family car... n e best part? he doesnt really speed.. ha.. i hate it when pple speed... esp after watching final destination 2 n e stupid accident innit... gross... now i think i haf a stupid phobia of airbags in cars... ha... n he fetches me n others to lunch... hehe... actually i feel quite bad... coz he hafta waste extra fuel n parking fee... whoopsie... i think i better go there less fer lunch...
arghz... my phone cover is falling apart... suckz... i think i'll tahan till it really falls apart... oh well... i'm so ultra tired.... shall go eat dinner den continue w my jigsaw.. hehe... nitez peepz...
7:35:00 pm
heya bloggie woogie... miss me?? haha... betcha did... k i shant b ego... i had such a fantastic time last nite at chinablack! thank goodness my frenz changed plans n went to chinablack instead... yeah man... so shiok... drank a little... got a bit clumsy... but who cares... danced to my hearts contents... ha... at first when i juz went in there was damn little pple n my frenz n i actually thot e party was gonna b a flop... but whoah... hoards of pple came much later.. wahahaha... had such a rahrah time.. hehe... n praise e cows, pigs n everything other thing tt my fren's bro went w his frenz... n i muz say tt my fren's bro's frenz r gd looking.. haha... but i shall refrain myself... haha... now i feel like going clubbing next wkend again... ha... i'm starting to get addicted to clubbing... shucks... tt's a nasty hobby... got back to my frenz place at ard 3... den i slept at ard 430... arghz... now i got huge eyebags.. darn... i'm gonna sleep early tonite man... work again tmr... sucks... luckily tmr morning onwards i got transport to work.. hehe... no more of missing e stupid sentosa bus to work in e morning... no more having to squeeze w loads of pple in e morning in e mrt... no more fighting fer seats in e morning too!!! lalala... i'm such a lucky gal... thanks kor kor... haha.... ; )
hey char.. how was e time trial yest? how it was ok... hope term exams went ok too.. =) i still haf ur prezzie... u muz get it frm me b4 nationals ya? drink loads of water, pop lotsa vit c rich food... carbo load properly... all this little things help...
countdown: 5 more days to end of field camp... =( life sucks when i cant msg sumone... darn.. cant wait fer fri to come... shucks...
had to recee chinese garden yest afternoon... it's been such i long time since i went there... hm... pretty interesting place to visit... went to e tortises n turtles place thingy... saw so many diff kinds of tortises n turtles... quite interesting... (i think i've used interesting many many times... ha) den we all ended up tokking to e auntie over there..... but the topic wasnt juz on tortises alone, somehow we ended up tokking abt life.. really thankful tt she shared so much things abt life... thank u auntie! n we all stroked e shell of the world's 4th largest tortise if i rem correctly... it's scientific name is called sulcatta or sth like tt... n it's suppose to b e lucky tortise... heh... so being e cheap thrill me, i of coz went to stroke it n wished fer many many things... haha... results etc...
tokking abt results... it's coming out soon... arghz... *crosses my fingers tt it doesnt release on e 5th* otherwise i cant go down fer cross finals... arghz... i promised my fren i'll go support her... *hopes frantically tt it'll come out on any other day besides 5th march*
haiz... i'm tired... i shall go rest now... tata...
9:44:00 pm
juz came home frm airport... so sad... another one of my frenz juz left... sobz sobz.. BYE MILZ!!! i wish u all e best over there.. n life's so sad... hafta tahan 1 wk of no msging... arghz.. =( but lucky i'm gonna go clubbing tmr so tt really perks me up! yeah.. i hope i like e place! hehe.. n i juz found myself a kor kor at my work place!! hehe... n i'll b taking a lift frm him every morning to work!! yippie!! can wake up later now! n he juz stays across e road onli!! wahahaha... i didnt knoe jurong is such a pop place till everyone stays here... har har.... so nice of him.. n juz now he had to drive me n 4 other gals out fer lunch.. hehe... yes.. he was e onli guy amongst all e gals.. hehe... bet pple think he's a ultra big flirt n paedophile(however u spell it)... hm.... my eyes r tired.. i shall go rest den do my jigsaw already... bye peepz!!
8:47:00 pm
yippie!! going mdm wong's this sat fer sum nus party... har har... so long never go clubbing already.. heh heh... gonna go with this big grp of pple... hyuck hyuck... i think i'll most prob juz sit in there n pple watch... har... n see if there's any eye candy... *grinz* oopsie... did i juz say all tt.. haha... american idol is on tv now.. hehe... this grp sucks... noone really really fantastic like last wk.. but i still think e host is super cute... ryan's cute!! *jane chants* shucks.. there's work again tmr... *growls* mon to fri work... wat a life... dammit..... i juz cant wait fer sat to come! gonna do so many things on sat... gonna go recee chinese garden fer ymca camp.. den gonna go collect my jeans, den meet jane pang to go shopping fer a while b4 going to her place to get ready to go clubbing! oh yeah... i'm gonna love sat man... wat a wonderful way to spend my wkend..
gtg haf dinner now.... tataz!
9:38:00 pm
BORING... working's boring... but wat to do.... at least it's better den wasting my time in town doing nothing or stoning at home, grow fat n brains rusting away.. oh well.. now i'm onli looking forward to nite times when i'm really free to msg.. hehe... *grinz frm ear to ear* i wonder y.. lala... n i'm sadly counting down to e release of results... URGHZ... tt really suck... har har... juz read my horoscope fer march.... n it's a whole load of crap... like y m i not surprise.. but quite funny to read them.. oh well... eureka! i found sth to entertain myself fer e rest of e nite.. har... i cant believe i'm so smart... RITE....
hm.. i'm juz typing a whole lot of nonsense here so i shall stop.. haha... nitey nitez!
oh ya... i juz got one of my superior to promise me tt he'll bring me n 2 others to dolphin lagoon b4 we stop working there... yeah!!
10:16:00 pm
hm....... i juz love working at sentosa... it's so fun at times...... n the pple there r really so so so nice... when i asked to leave 1 hr earlier juz now, they chirpily let me! so nice of them!! lala... went to town to meet lq to shop ard... e future state sale haf totally nuthing... seriously... e tops were so gross n revealing... 'cept fer this tube... but nah... i dun like tubes... no security... haha... bought myself a nice big bag, a nice nice denim skirt which burnt a hole in my pocket n a cute top... hehe.. i swear i'm spending too much money... arghz....... lala... tmr's gonna b a pretty interesting... i dun haf anyone supervising me tmr on wat i'm gonna do... yay!! *crosses my fingers tt i dun make any mistakes* otherwise it's gonna b disastrous.. haha... yesh... it's gonna b tt bad... oh well....
i shall go sleep now.. super tired frm shopping... har har har...
8:55:00 pm
Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down,
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today
To all your friends your delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is
Cause� you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can�t bring you down
Cause� you are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can�t bring you down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today
No matter what we do
No matter what we say
We�re the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
The sun will always shine
But tomorrow will find a way
And tomorrow we might awake
on the other side
Cause� we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today
Oh yeah don't you bring me down today
beautiful by christina aguilera
8:54:00 pm
time really flies... a full day haf gone by yet i feel tt i've barely done a thing...... it's so funny... sometimes when u wish tt time would juz fly by, it crawls by... n at e times when u r short of time, it juz rockets past u... time.... oh well... everyone is given 24hours... not a sec more n not a sec less... it's how u make full use of it... u can either slack e time away or do sth useful w it... i really admire those pple who can actually juz spend e whole day going out etc n doing nothing constructive... dont they even feel guilty? i really wonder...
now it's already mid-feb... 5 more mths n i'm ready to start another phase of my life... 1.5 mths since i entered working life... it somehow haf changed me a little... makes me appreciate pple n things more... every little minute detail n thing is so crucial n precious... n it's juz less den a mth b4 e release of results.. argh.. how i wish tt day will never come... rite now i juz cant wait to start training fer my pet event, join lotsa activities, go sun tanning at sentosa n a trip w frenz alone.... n of coz e ymca camp tt i'm part of e organising team.. =) makes me feel so excited n elated tt i'm actually gonna make a diff in e lives of those mentally n physically diasbled pple be it a few hours or a few days... really admire some of them fer their spirit n light-heartedness... we get so frustated easily... but comparing at e way we lead our lives to theirs, we shld seriously learn to not take things fer granted...
though things may not b going e way u wan it to be, rem tt wateva happens, God do haf a plan fer u... after a downslope, there's always a upslope.... so do not dispair when u're in e dumps... things do work out...
10:33:00 pm
*fingers cover eyes* yikes! final destination 2 is so freaky... n disturbing... yesh disturbing... though it haf not much storyline n all tt..... but e way those pple die r really really gross.... suckz......... i practically watched e whole movie thru my fingers... yesh... i admit i'm a scaredy cat... but imagine urself dying in such unglam way is disgusting.......... den after movie went rd shopping at westmall... bought a pair of shorts... haha... it was such a gd buy... onli 10 bucks.. haha... i'm cheapo but who cares... had a nice time out with jenny... *grinz*
SIGHZ... tmr it's time to go back to office... *procrastinates* NnnnnnNNNNNnNnNnNnOOOOoooooOOOOoOoOoOoooOo!!!!!!!!! but there isnt a choice... oh well... at least i aint wasting my time at home... i cant wait fer sat to come......... lalala..... time fer me to go out again!!
*yawnz* i'm so tired... buai buaiz!! n nitey nitez everyone.. =)
11:51:00 pm
la dee dum......... juz came home a while ago... went shopping w damien... den had dinner with him, guangyan n chee yong... hehe... whole nite tokking crap abt ns n pple... har har... *waves hi to them* n damien, enjoy ur last few days of freedom b4 u go in k? haha... eeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....... learned so many things i didnt knoe abt ns n stuff... GROSS... thank goodness gals dun hafta go thru it... if not i'll juz die there...
haha... today's shopping session i really spent very very very little... much lesser den e 100 bucks i planned to spend... har har... hip hip hooray!! *pats my own head* me saw quite a lot of pple while out today... interesting... oh well... played pool juz now... n i really suck at it man... dammit.... oh well... i give up on pool... i juz realised tt it's a big waste of money... n e place is infested with lotsa philippinos n bengs n lians... baskit.... so gross... frm such a high class thingy, it haf been downgraded to sth like tt... tsk tsk... wat's e world coming to? i got no comments..... i'm tired already... i shant type anymore... shall go sleep now......... nitez................................. tmr's gonna b a beautiful day... i hope... =)
10:09:00 pm
long day at work today... sighz....... had lousy lunch too... haiz haiz.... so much things to do... luckily tmr i can shop all i wan!! haha... but i'm gonna control... hehe..... i better limit myself to spending 100 onli... (yeah rite) la dee dum... i wanna buy so many things... new perfume, new tops, new wallet, new slippers, new bag etc etc... argh.... but i spend so much already... *thinks* i shall save... n slowly buy... hehe... somebody scold me fer spending so much!! arghz... but i love clothes clothes n more clothes... har har... i'm gonna haf fun shopping tmr... i'll make sure i shop till i drop... har har... i'm such a shop-a-holic now... i'm gonna die of shopping overdose... har har...
hey belle... if u're reading this... big harlowz!!! long time never see u already! miss those long conversations tt we used to haf... =) can wait to bump into u at nus in july! (provided i make it there) hehe.. n spend my time freezing in those lts.. hehe... uni really sounds fun! =P
i'm gonna b driven by my fren soon! so exciting... hope i'll survive e car ride.. har har... *crosses my fingers*
escada smells really nice... i think i'm gonna get it... hehe...... soon... la la la... *hums theme song of sesame street* i'm in such a gd mood... hehe... dunno y......
shucks... i juz remembered abt my mango jeans... but it wont b ready till next sat... sucks... i wan my jeans!!! arghz..... haiz.... i think i've crap enough... n my stomach is burning frm e spicy chicken mccripsy... argh... feels uncomfortable........ tata everyone... nitez...
9:46:00 pm
juz finished watching american idol... the host is so so so cute!!! looks like beckham! la dee dum... n simon e judge ought to b shot... so frank... someone shld teach him some tact... i'd outright gone n slap him man..... haiz... i'm a tired gal today..... shall go n rest now... n dread e arrival of tmr... harhar... nitez peepz...
11:38:00 am
sitting on the floor,
piecing jigsaw...
eyes got tired,
stare into space.
reflecting on what a great teacher
jigsaw puzzles can be...
it teaches one to be patient..
teaches one that life's like a jigsaw puzzle...
once the pieces are fixed together,
things will be complete and beautiful..
but the process of completing it
can be really tedious and trying,
and sometimes you can get so frustated
till you wanna give up,
but perseverence pays...
at the end of the day,
when the results come out,
you'll feel so proud of yourself
and will be beaming with satisfaction...
going through the journey of life
is like fixing jigsaw,
it is never easy..
it's full of obstacles;
it's never a bed of roses;
it's filled with many setbacks...
go through it with faith;
go through it with plenty of gd frenz;
go through it was confidence;
and most importantly,
go through it enjoying yourself
regardless whatever comes your way...
' My mama used to tell me, life's like a box of chocolates...' -Forest Gump-
it's either u like it or u hate it..... there's no neutrality..... b fixed in making decisions...
11:09:00 pm
really really really busy day at work today... even before i could finish any work, more pile up... darn...... it sucks.... it's so weird... when i haf nothing to do, i really haf nothing to do, when i wan sth to do, lotsa things suddenly pile up on my table fer me to do... urghz..... me n my 'enthusiasm'....... *shakes head* never in my past 1 mths plus of working life haf my table gotten so messy... argh..... n my work is juz there waiting 'eagerly' fer me to finish up... n i wont b able to finish it fer another 2 days at least.... not verrryyyy fun to check accounts again n again n again fer 9 diff mths... argh....... n i've yet to start on e feb report... baskit... suddenly this is also my job!!! like wat the man..... i'm like free one... like a indo maid or sth tt practically serves everyone in e finance 'family' thank goodness i dun hafta help w payroll n e 2 new guys..... haiz.... otherwise... *shudders*
isnt it really funny tt pple take things fer granted?
isnt it weird tt pple never do appreciate things till it's gone?
e world is so interesting.......
life's unpredictable...
never knoe wat's gonna happen e very next min, e very next day....
never knoe wat's other pple thinking exactly...
never knoe the future...
never knoe whether i'll pass or fail e A's till i recieve e result slip in abt 1 mth's time...
but i shall juz b contented now... going to work mon to fri... coming home after work fer dinner n relax n piece my jigsaw puzzle... go out on wkends... enjoy spending my whole pay away... enjoy msging pple... putting my heart n soul into organising e upcoming YMCA camp... sleeping to me heart's content when i'm not out with frenz.... eating all i wan whenever n wherever...... i shall treasure e present... e past n future i can worry no more... things will settle by itself... enjoy life while i can... n life goes on...
QUOTE OF THE DAY: "
If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream." -Martin Luther King: The Trumpet of Conscience-
10:40:00 pm
lousy but productive day at work... did so much in a short time today... haha... tt was in e morning though... =) den maria was nice enuff to gimme a break b4 lunchtime... =) den being me, i rewarded myself w a nice lunch at delifrance.. haha... ate so much..... felt like a pig... but also felt so gd.. haha... wat irony.. den after lunch, work kept coming to me... argh.... one of e few times tt i didnt manage to finish all my work fer e day... =( oopsie... but it's ok... tmr i'm juz seeing numbers n more numbers..... haiz... thanx gdness i'm quite a maths person... (bet mr lim will b so proud to hear tt... haha)
after work went to buy myself a nice nice jigsaw puzzle... 1000piece... it's a pic of a few cute little puppies of diff breed on a staircase.. hehe... so cute!!!!! couldnt resist... cost me 40+!!! things nowadays r getting damn ex... dammit... n e frame cost an atomic bomb man... almost 50 bucks fer e most cheapo one!!! arghz... nvm... i'll take yrs to finish it... so dun think it'll b tt bad...
reached home n someone msged me! i'm so happy now... haha...... la dee dum... kk... i shall relax.. =) i shall say bye bye now... n say hello to my bed... nitez everyone!
6:59:00 pm
i suddenly feel so old.. urghz.... this is gonna b my last teen yr... dammit... after this yr... i'm gonna be in my twenties... tt sounds so damn old... haiz.... n next yr... my nephew will start to call me auntie already.... NO........ sucks man... i hate it when my age increases... last time i cant wait to be 18... den when i turned 18, i wished i could b in my early teens again... haiz... life's like tt...
tmr got work again... thank goodness this wk got hols on wed... so got a break in e middle of e wk... YEAH! n my pay's coming again soon! haha... i juz love it when i get my pay... haha... den can go splurge... but damn... i spent so much on clothes n watnot already... argh... spent way more den wat i intended to... shucks...... but... it's ok i think... considering i hafta change my whole wardrobe of clothes... haha... threw away so much old clothes... so much replenish my cupboard n make it full again... haha... *wat nonsense?!* tt's me! har har...
i love self-indulgence be it food, clothes or wateva... haha.... n i shall go buy a nice jigsaw n do it while i still haf some free time... har har... i juz love doing it... but a nice big one will cost me 50 bucks..... excluding framing... including framing will cost me 100+ in total... baskit........ but i wanna do e winnie e pooh one... it's so cute!!! la dee dum... think i'll get it next next wk........... muahaha... i'm seriously spending money like free one... haiz... i shall go sleep now... haf work tmr... tata bloggie...
10:41:00 pm
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7:28:00 pm
juz came home frm shopping!!! hehe... so nice to go shopping with gina... we haf similar taste... so tt makes shopping really fun!!! i bought so much stuff again... argh..... i wanna juz bang my head against e wall man... i bought this really nice pair of mango jeans... but had to alter... so onli can collect 2 wks later... =( bought 2 tops frm U2 n 1 frm bossini... hehe... n a pair of nice nice slippers frm this shop at suntec... hehe... so pretty... but i spent so much... 100+ man.... in juz one day.......
e meeting was really short n sweet today... less den an hour... har har... n i thot it may last up to 4 hours... har har... did haf lunch at macs... ended up eating auntie anne's at 4+++ la dee dum... i shouldnt b eating so much... i'm gonna grow fat... urgh! juz now a funny thing happened... i was at ps n went to dhoby ghaut mrt to go down to cityhall... den when i was at e station, suddenly sean called me... har har... n he said he saw me... n he was juz there but i didnt see him... har har... oopsie... think he looks too diff being botak... heh... sorry sean... but i doubt he'll ever read this entry... =)
oh yar... char, there's nothing nice at e m)phosis sale..... really nothing... all so gross...... YUCKS... seriously nothing worth buying...... damn... i juz hope e new season will haf nicer stuff n slippers... i'm still pissed tt i didnt get my nice top frm there b4 e sale...... darn...... hehe...... hope training was ok.. n gd luck fer tmr's race! i'll try to pop by soon... =) i got so drama coz of wat my fren said got my thinking... yupz... take care babe... seeya soon....
10:54:00 am
couldnt really sleep last nite... was thinking abt wat somebody said..........
r pple really tt fake?
r pple really tt shallow?
i dare not imagine....
i shall juz pretend tt i'm totally naive...
i shall juz do wat suits me...
i shall juz be myself...
this is wat i like...
but i still cant imagine how skillful pple r at acting... they can b so nice in front of u when they actually dun like u... is tt wat they really wan? is it? i dun knoe... y cant they juz show it n not b fake?
damn... i hate it when e world is so cruel... it juz so sucks...
but praise God, cows, dogs n watnots tt i've frenz who really care abt me... =)
juz cant live w/o them...
who can survive in this horribly cruel world w/o frenz? i dun think anyone can..........
12:03:00 am
u'll never knoe when ur frenz will leave u.....
u'll never knoe when they change to a person tt u totally dunno...
u'll never knoe wat they might do to u...
u'll never knoe wat they'll say to u...
u'll never knoe wat they'll say abt u to others...
u'll never knoe...
like e saying goes...
never judge a book by it's cover....
on e surface, they may b nice n understanding...
but underneath they may b really bitchy n all....
u'll NEVER knoe...
but sometimes...
u juz hafta go w ur instincts n believe n trust those frenz u think worthy...
frenz r pple who accept u as who u r n not wat they wan u to b...
frenz r those who r there fer u when u need them.....
gd frenz r those u can sit down w n not tok fer a period w/o feeling awkward...
frenz r those who genuinely believe u n wateva u do...
frenz r those who tell u tactfully when u've done sth wrong n tell u tt next time dun make e same mistake...
frenz r those u can comfortably tok to after a long time of no communication
frenz r those who dun speak bad things abt u behind ur back... though sometimes u may get so frustrated till u do bitch abt them...
frenz r those who do not fight w u fer wat u wan.....
frenz....................
they juz come into ur lives...
e worthwhile ones stay...
n e lousy ones leave...
in my pathetic short life tt i've gone thru...
i've met frenz of both catergories...
n i'm really grateful tt i haf many true frenz tt i knoe i can really count on;
whom i can confide in;
who r willing to lend me a listening ear n a shoulder to cry on...
thank u guys...
u make my life better when it actually sucks.....
love u all so much...
thanx fer accepting me fer who i'm...
though sometimes i havent really been a gd fren...
but i can promise u tt when u need me,
i'll try my best to help u...
i'll always b there when u need me...
QUOTES OF E DAY:
"You'll never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You'll never live if you're looking for the meaning of life."
"If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or other things."
-this 2 quotes by courtesy of khalsom who found it online-
n sorry... dunno who said all these coz she didnt bother to copy down...
*thanks babe* i'll seeya on mon at work... =)
i'm a
confused parrot..
10:23:00 pm
i hate numbers... i swear.... it sucks to look at super long account nos in bank statements n typing it into stupid excel...... n fer e whole day... argh... sucks... when i finished it at 430 after keying in since yest afternoon till juz now... i was estatic man... needless to say as it was such a tedious job... urghzz... den when i told my boss, she can happily tell me i'm not done yet... i still haf another file to finish... baskit!!!!!! wat's this man... it's another 5 freaking months of bank accounts fer me to enter..... argh... i hate this!!! hafta continue on mon... i feel i'm underpaid doing this... this task is spoiling my eyesight by making me stare into a stupid computer screen tt's way too small, to glaring w/o a glare guard n e numbers(tt look similar) way way way too small... argh... i shld b paid 10 bucks an hour man... but... *dream bubble bursts* sighzzzz..... but it's ok... at least i'm doing sth w my puny brain... haha... n keeps me occupied n pays me pretty ok(when i dun haf so much things to do...)
had new full timers(guys) in my dept yest... 1 look so posuer n e other looks so eeeekkkkkk.... reminds me of someone.... damn... oh well... GRUSS man....... haiz... i shall not continue to comment.....
haiz...... i shall go source fer my camp now... tata...
7:36:00 pm
hm... i shall try n keep this entry short n sweet....
today was a really restless day at work... didnt achieve much today... but who cares... muahaha... i'm a slacker...
yest was a really long day... went to work n after tt rushed down to ymca fer camp comm meeting... i'm so excited abt e camp... e actual meeting ended at abt 830... but due to time constraints abt e camp n all tt... some of us stayed back at e macs downstairs to continue discussions abt e camp program n blah blah blah... stayed there till abt 10... n rushed home... reached home at 1110 like tt... rushed to changed out n check email b4 flopping onto my bed n sleep till this morning... arghz.... life's tiring... another meeting this sat at e ymca macs... haiz... but it's ok... after tt going shopping w gina... hehe... i juz love shopping... hahaha... k.. i shall go now... gonna eat dinner soon... tata....
10:26:00 pm
had a nice time catching up w my frenz juz now when they came over... =) really love this chatting session n all tt... telling each other wat we wanna do n all tt..... makes me feel so freaked out abt e results tt r sure gonna b sucky... argh... 1 more mth b4 e release of e results.... haiz... i hope e day dun come... how i wish i'm loaded enuff to go uk n study... how i wish... actually my dad says he doesnt mind sending me there like my 2nd sis... but i knoe i'll feel kinda guilty if i do go.... he's like way pass retirement age n yet he's still working to support me thru my studies n i dun wish to add onto his already heavy burdens... so i think i shall b content n stay in singapore n study at nus or sth..... UNLESS... a miracle happens n i can get a scholarship..... ha.... i wish... (again)
tmr's a new day at work... 4 long days at work b4 e wkend arrives.. haiz.. moving to another floor tmr... n my fren muz tell me tt tt floor is pretty eerie... it's mainly directors on tt floor... but they're mostly not at their table n blah blah blah... argh... thank goodness i got my fren who's shifting floor w me too..... n tmr there's a ymca camp comm meeting... yay! i cant wait to go fer e camp... n it's gonna b a totally new experience fer me... though this wont b e first time i'm gonna organise a camp, but it's gonna b e first time i'll b part of e organising comm fer a camp fer e physically n metally disabled pple... so many things to take into consideration... n i'm definitely gonna try n make this camp one of e most well organised camp.... *crosses fingers*
tmr 2 pple r leaving... 1 to ukraine... bye lih ling... take care there... will miss e times when i go to skool together w ya... =) another going fer expedition... bye siaw... haf fun... =) i'll snailmail to u hopefully... ;) la dee dum... damn... i'm getting so emotional... haiz...
i'm gonna miss skool life, skool uniform, training, teachers, skoolmates, skool lib, bouna vista mrt station blah blah blah..........
life's full of emotions.....
11:42:00 pm
haf u ever thot of how u take pple ard u fer granted? haf u ever? pple surrounding me r leaving one by one to study overseas.... yeah. i shld b glad fer them... n i'm indeed happy fer them tt they actually haf e chance to go overseas... but... it's like... pple tt u've gone thru trials w r suddenly not by ur side feels really weird... one's off to ukraine to study med... another's going off to nz... argh... n goodness knoe who else is going where... yups. these pple r my klassmates in jc... gone thru 2 whole yrs together... though we've not been exactly e most klass-spirited, but we stuck together... studied together fer e freaking A's, plan fun-o-rama together, had klass gatherings n even went for prom together n watnot... den suddenly we're all apart... so caught up in our own lives... busy working, getting ready to leave singapore n start studying afresh elsewhere, guys in ns or going into ns etc... feels really weird... it's really like everyone matured in a blink of an eye... esp some e e klass gals tt we've stuck to each other like super glue... me, siaw, gina, lq, yp, lih ling, millie cherlyn, serene... feels really weird not having them ard everyday... bitching together, telling each other almost everything n wat haf u... yesh... i miss training too... n e pple tt i've trained w... all this make up my life... n now.... life's onli abt work n work n more work... n it's kinda hard to keep in contact w so many frenz tt i actually treasure... but i'm really making e effort... emailing those tt r not in s'pore when i can spare e time, sms-ing those in s'pore n trying to meet up n call each other... life really revolves ard these precious frenz of mine... really rem those fond memories though not all r exactly sweet... rem how time would fly by during triple bio n chinese free periods... n how time crawled by during chem, phy, maths n gp lessons... rem e time when we'd all go back to skool n stay in e lib or e hub to study together fer e freaking A's n helping each other... rem e times where a few of us would meet up at kap or sixth ave there or holland v there to study... feeling tt sth's really missing in my life now... izzit juz coz there's no more routine n skool in my life n i'm stuck on my own in the cruel n unpredictable world? i miss having a routine... though life's more boring tt way, at least it feels much safer to b in e comforting arms of order.... feeling really miserable now... juz wanna curl up in my bed n hide under my blanket n cry.... but now i'm a big gal... so i shant do tt.... i shall juz bear w it..... this phase will get over soon... i hope... someone tide me over pls.....
dun get so caught up in ur own life... think abt ur frenz n how much they do care abt u....
1:32:00 pm
lalala... 2nd day of cny... hehe... waiting fer my aunt to come over to my place... so here i'm typing away again... as usual... hm... this yr's cny is pretty boring... keeps raining.... *screws my face up* how to go visiting like tt? i rather curl up in my bed n sleep... haha... n thanx lots recession... i recieved so little ang pows this yr dammit... haiz... doubt it'll pass e 200 mark.... argh... pathetic... but oh well... new yr's not abt e sum of money i get in e ang pows... but rather more of appreciating e thot of giving.... *ponders* but... being e materialistic me..... both matters to me... =P i shall go await e arrival of my auntie.........
12:53:00 pm
wah... i think crushlink is stupid... whoever's sending it... stop it!!! all e stupid junk mails...
haiz... happy chinese new yr everyone...
